I love this song so much since the beginning. It touches something deep inside me. Nowadays i’m listening it, when i have to face something which is beyond me. On that time i’m listening this song again and again, and i give myself to God and let Him make decisions instead of me. I put myself in his hands. Kun Faya Kun – Let it be. A.R. Rahman is a genius. Mostly i don’t understand the songs, when i listen them at first time. But the music captures my heart. I’m selecting songs with my heart. Later im looking for translation. Kun Faya Kun. I must believe, that i’m on my way. I do believe, that our fate is written. But i don’t believe in religions. I want to sing from my heart: Maula Ali Maula and Om Mani Padme Hum and Misere Mei. The source is the same, religion is just a cage, made by humans. There is a famous sentence, that Buddha wasn’t buddhist and Jesus wasn’t Christian. They just knew the source. I also don’t need badges, that i’m Christian, Jew, Sikh, Jain, Muslim, Hindu or Buddhist. First of all, i’m a human being and this is good enough. In this song i can feel the pain. And the pain and me are very old friends. I love Ranbir Kapoor. He is dark... He has pain in his eyes. I like those people who know the pain. We have something common. I also love this movie: Rockstar. I learnt 2 things from the movie: 1., we always get what we want, 2., we always have to be very careful, what we want – because we will have it. I’m very lucky. I could visit Nizamuddin Dargah in Delhi. I was alone and i left my camera in the hotel. But there i also realized something. People were sitting there peacefully and i just appeared. They looked at me, like a ghost. And i could understand that, if you have to meet somebody, you can sitting on the same place every day, that person who you have to meet, she/he will be there. (I didn’t meet anybody there, i just perceive this.) I visited Nizamuddin Dargah only because of this song. And it was amazing. I visited Ajmer because of the Jodhaa Akbar movie… What comes next? I don’t know… I have been in Milano (Italy) on a Rahat Fateh Ali Khan concert, who is also a favourite of mine. Now i’d like to be there on an A.R.Rahman concert and sing Kun Faya Kun. And feel the source. Feel that we all are the same. And let the beauty and deepness of this song raise me up. Whenever i sing this song, i pray... My heart is open. I accept my fate. Kun Faya Kun. Kun Faya Kun. I forgive to my Enemies. Be all of them happy and blessed. O Mujhpe Karam Sarkar Tera Araz Tujhe, Karde Mujhe, Mujhse Hi Riha Ab Mujhko Bhi Ho, Deedaar Mera Karde Mujhe, Mujhse Hi Riha Mujhse Hi Rihaaaaaaaa It would be your generosity upon me, Oh master My request, Free me from myself Even I should see myself Make me free from myself From myself…
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 21:01:43 +0000