I`m truly Blessed, you know its come down to making some decision in my life, I`m hurt more than most realized, My life as a kid I was little, & when someone said you can`t do that I`d die trying, well military, no pain no gain, as a coal miner mostly in family operated mines up until the last 5 years, you didn`t miss work unless you was about to die, I had 14 Comp cases , no loss accident claims pending when I had to retire pending ,I didn`t think about, lawyers dug thm up, But now you know somebody can take only so much pain, I keep going by the grace of God, I know when I stop moving this boy body will lock up & want to quit moving any at all! I can`t put on here all what a matter with me people wouldn`t believe it, That why me & Sha has to carry a copy of my Medical record with us! For If they would have to take me to a diff: hospital than the V,A, ! The level of pain at time I have is about to catch up with me, don`t no how much longer this crap can go on, I just can`t or won`t give up! I pray I don`t won`t to be a burden on sharon, it kills me to ask her for help & besides she got other things that needs to be done, I`m glad she their for me through, Love her so much, God knows, But the time has come operrtions at least 2 is going to have to be done! something got to give!! This may sound stupid , But pain Hurts, & will cause a person not to act right, I have a very low tolarance for stupidity, an lazyness, !!! anyway & the way my nervers is don`t help the matter none! pray for me please, come in agreement some of this crap leave me!! God Bless you all my friends!
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 17:49:43 +0000
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