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I post & share much in hopes to help, I just read a share as many different times on social media to sign or share something. I do my sharing as my gut tells me, I dont share everything as my gut tells me no, I have no idea why, yet, in the past, I have been both right & wrong. I also find it VERY hard to ask for help from both those I know & strangers too. In such, I will share this as well, raised from a Christian home, I dont remember ever asking Jesus, Allah or any other power into my life as my childhood teachings have told me many things, if life gets too hard, ask God for guidance, help, wisdom & much more. In saying this, I know also, God watches, hears, knows your thoughts & the future too. God understands your motives, actions & much more. God also sends into your life angels & people for reasons beyond our understanding. God loves unconditionally & wants you to love, help, care for those in need, in short, to follow what God may do if a human on earth yet with all the love God has for us. So, when I pray, its for others usually, its to send my love to those who have past from this world who have shown me love that I will never know again, yet will always remember. I knowingly cant ask for charity nor expect it. I also know Im here for a reason & Im not done. I also want you to know, I was given lotto tickets from someone I love. I was also given a ticket from her friend. The ticket he gave had no value to it other than false hope. The tickets she gave to me, out of love, had a value of $23.00 I gave $2.00 to a charity, spent $4.00 on coffee, giving a $0.20 tip each time. bought a block of cheese for $5.00, $9.50 on bus tickets. I bought a $2.00 chocolate bar. I said this will come in handy 1 day as she is the world to me, an angle who needs love, I believe she needs REAL love & I have REAL love for her yet, she is worried that I will be mean & try to control her. I am & have done everything to show & prove my love by my actions. I am against forces beyond my personal power as she has been hurt physically, is used, & is given everything she thinks she needs, yet, all she wants to do is die. She has laid beside me in pain many times from one or more & I have laid my hand(s) on her pain & prayed, every time she has lost breath & not been able to handle my prayers as it takes her breath away. I dont believe I pray to a evil power at all. In fact, just the opposite. I wrote this song for her as she needs help back to God & together, we both need back to God & only in real love can either of us make it, but I could be wrong, but I dont think so....songs called, heart so true
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 10:48:19 +0000

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