I promise you Ill be stronger, better, the best that I can be after tomorrow Dad. I miss you, I love you and I wish that you were still here. I still dont know if the decisions I made were the right ones. I wanted you to fight for life but you couldnt. I know Im luckier than some, I got to say goodbye but there was so much more I wanted to tell you, to show you. Im sorry that it took you dying to make me realise where I was going wrong. Im sorry I never listened. But Im forever proud that you were my Dad. Without you, your guidance, your cool, calm head and your way to get through to me....I wouldnt be here. As much as I miss you, I know a part of you keeps going in me. I only hope that I can be such an influence on my kids. We love and miss you terribly but I know youre here with me, guiding me. Im sorry I never listened to you when you were here, you knew I was making bad/dreadful decisions but you stood by me. You supported me because I gave you no other option. Uou knew I was making a huge mistake but you knew you couldnt stop me. Im so sorry Dad, I should have listened. You never steered me wrong. I want you to come home yet I know you cant. I hope you moved on to wherever you need to be and I hope they have facebook so you can see this. I love you, I miss you and I hope to grow into the person you showed me I could be xxx
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 17:50:50 +0000
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