I really dont like to get too terribly personal into my life anymore on Facebook. But not even 3weeks into the year and Ive already learned more about myself in three weeks than the previous 29 yrs. April Nickle told me several times that I was a blessing. And I never quite understood why. But I know my true purpose... My babies.... Has been in front of my face this entire time... And I kept looking for more without realizing its not anything to do with where I end up.... Its those whom Im with. Those who prove they truly Care. Whom whether in Only weeks months or years have shown me what true love is. My babies are numbers 1-3, with God of course. People like Leana Stewart and her husband have helped me and loved me unconditionally these past almost 4 years... Even as they gave advice and watched me learn the hard way... Cuz Hey... Im stubborn and learn the hard way. People like April whom havent been in my life as long and reassure me that just because I have a past, doesnt mean Im not worthy of a future. People like Karen whom have shown me unconditional Christian love even when I probably dont deserve it. People like Bobby that have shown me just because my father and ex husband treated me bad, thats not what I deserve. And there are many people whove proven to me the evil of the world. The greed ridden, envious side, where people are driven by ulterior motives. Im Christian enough to not name them. But Theyre out there. And of course there is someone whos been a second Mom to me since I was a kid, Penny and has ALWAYS loved me and never given up. Who knows more about me than I do, because thats how moms are. (Special thank you to Adam for sharing his Mom with me for 20 years now!) Yes. Im really emotional right now... Crying tears of every kind as I write this.... Please. If you can send prayers right now... Anyone... Please do...Im in a spot where I really need them. Wisdom. Guidance. Serenity. If I didnt mention you Im sorry.
Posted on: Mon, 20 Jan 2014 19:37:35 +0000
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