I remember the feeling all too well. If you have never lost someone you wouldnt understand. The dream like state, the shock, the numbness. Everything around you becomes non existent. You just cant wrap your head around the fact that someone you spent every day with is gone and you will never hear their voice again. Its a horrible feeling. I hate it. I want to rewind time and tell my husband that I wasnt going anywhere and that no matter what he had me. I dont understand how after everything we had been through that he would doubt that for even a second. I wish he knew what he would do to our son. But, I forgive him. I will never know the depth of pain he must have felt. It was so bad that he made the decision to end it. It was April fools day and when i found him i thought for a second he was playing a cruel joke.. but he wasnt. He was gone and he took a piece of me and our son that we will never get back. I am doing the absolute best I can now. And I am trying as hard as I can to claim my piece of happiness for not only me but our son as well. I miss him every day. Although I feel like I am ready to move forward in life I will never deny him or the love I have for him I hope you are happy now Abraham Moreno. I feel you near so often and I know you are here. I will see you on the other side my love. Until we meet again may you walk in light.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 17:01:46 +0000
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