I see no magic in anything anymore. I get no inspiration from anything. I feel like my being has exited my body and Im just this shell. Everyday I lie to everyone. I smile and laugh and its all fake. Inside Im screaming, and Ive screamed so much Im now mute. Im empty. Drained. I feel like that stranger in the black robe is just following me, kicking me in the back of the feet. I feel like my time on earth is limited, be it from my own doing or natural causes. I cant connect with people anymore. Im scared of them. If I do love anyone, I know its just a mtter of time before they turn on me and try to destroy me as well. Every male role model Ive ever tried to have has abused me, betrayed me, ridiculed me and beat me down. I honestly see no point in staying alive. This whole planet has had corruption trickle through every fiber of its being and through every fiber of the humans that inhabit it. Sometimes I think I was supposed to be put on some other plain and there was some cosmic mess up and I mistakenly got put on earth and Im just this alien in a humans body watching these other creatures that dont make sense to me bond and enjoy eachother while I just sit there disconnected and void of color. This is a warning. If you care about me, you should probably keep your distance.
Posted on: Tue, 24 Jun 2014 04:07:07 +0000
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