I sit there and stare blankly at the mirror. And all I see is nothing, nothing is right there in front of me. my mouth opens to shew this nothing away, but no shes my FRIEND she sees all. wont let go of me, I am her blankie, her safety, her comfort in troubled times, so many now, SHES WORKING OVER TIME. she is me and I am her. I know she thinks of them, and what them did to me. Not that I blame her. I do think of what them did, I do it all the time, hatred once again does spew. I am her and she is me, we now live together in harmony, it hurts us so, to see each other sad. To wake up in the middle of the night, As I cry for the horror what my life has been dealt. She knows exactly how I feel, rushing to my mirror so I know that I see her and I am not alone. Shes here for me. no one else has ever been. Both of us still in the same boat,capsized so many times now it just floats, on an ocean of despair, life is not supposed to be this hard. so much love inside, bursting to come out. Theres nothing more to do, But pray we will be fine. Think of the future, and be positive. that someday everything will change. Until then I will hang out with the girl in the mirror I am her and she is ME, we live together quite happily. well lay in the same bed, and talk about nonsense. Just like we always have, she is my savior, she is my best friend, she is me, me is her. ONE incredible person I only wished you knew her. We sit around our living room and listen to music, rock music of course While we drink, and talk to mom. all though mom has now gone. left us here, had no choice. God needed his angel back, so swooped down and took her away, I just hope that when you are blankly staring at a wall, your dreams and fears are not like mine OH GOD NO NOT THAT AT ALL. You will have positive thoughts in your head. For that is all YOU have right now. We are all the same. Feel the same emptiness, And missing someone dearly. Loving them and wanting them, just the same. We all have friends who are strong, but oh so fragile on the inside, take a minute and think, before you open your mouths to speak,will what you say come bk to haunt you,if so then let the devil keep your tongue, because words hurt just as much, if not more because they fester and they soar, been told your no good not wanted, waste of space, is one great big open sore. people who do NOT know me, judge and critisize the way I am, friendship is all I have, Dont matter. to you my past, the path I have walked, why should it, your not me. Think of me as you see fit, but one things for sure in this world I most definitely do not fit. Nothing or no one will ever change who and what I am, damage was done a long time ago. so if your in doubt as to be a friend or not, do me a favor and just go. my poor little heart can not take any more Just smile and use your delete button and I WILL JUST FADE AWAY.
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 12:39:34 +0000
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