I swear, if only I didnt spend so much of my time working instead of following my own passions and ideas. All I want is to record records, travel and play music, and most of the time thats the only thing it feels like Im not doing. When music is your fuel in life, you sure run dry when you arent active in it. Ive had material in my veins for multiple records for over 5 years now and not a song of it has graced tape. I spend 40 hours a week assisting others with support of temporary issues and concerns, pleasing beings and at times disappointing them but what for? A receipt of invisible fractions and numbers to meet the growing wallets of those with no face to know. I sacrifice my days to their needs and nights often sleepless due to empty aspirations and my heart feeling half full. My brain exhausted from staring at a computer screen for 10 hours straight. As a human being, just another species of this planet we call home. You begin to question what it is youre actually working for, when all it seems to do is pull you away from what youd truly love to be doing. My dream for not only myself, but for everyone living on this planet is that we have the ability to do what we love and lead a happy life pursuing our own dreams. I for one dont need riches or stature to feel content in my life. I just want to be able to do what I love and live well doing it. I think everyone deserves this.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 08:52:51 +0000