I think instead of finishing work coming up home, drinking some shots of Scotch to increase the effectiveness of my sleep meds and just crashing out - then waking up and scrambling to get my shit together in an ADHD mindset - I should come home on Sunday; lay out my Taekwondo uniform and kick boxing gear as if I was getting ready for work. Slam some Scotch shots down. Wake up. Put on my gear and go to Taekwondo as if it were the start of a fourth work day, and that will impel me to start my mixed martial arts week. Do the whole thing like that. Right through Summer. I dunno man - its like space or something. I mean normally our society doesnt like giving people space to do anything. It bombards people with bills and fines and debts and television commercials and bank fees and terrorists and celebrity domestic disputes that are utterly irrelevant to what the rest of us are doing - it keeps everyone working 5 day weeks and tries to make people go to Church on one of their days off and mow the lawns on the other, it tries to harass, agitate and annoy every last waking moment out of us - and there are people who buy into that whole structure and try to agitate, prod and annoy us into it. Theres no real room to learn martial arts or an abstract branch of mathematics or pursue something for its own intrinsic worth. Its got something to do with how they set up the week and break time down into little units where youre supposed to be constantly doing something. Its like in your head. You compare that to far Eastern Traditions where they learn how to balance on their scrotum on top of a sword blade or eat coal and shit diamonds and stuff. I dunno man. Im.still haunted by Toms academic hell and shit. Everything feels out of whack.
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 08:05:03 +0000
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