I try to stay pretty positive but...I have Cardiomypathy with premature ventricular tachycardia severe enough that I have a cardiac device that is a pacemaker and defibrillator which I will have the rest of my life. There were many life style changes that I had to do and it did not make me very happy. I could no longer work! Going from a 2 income household to 1 and a small disability check was brutal but we are maintaining...This means I stay home A Lot! Fatigue and weakness are a huge factor for me ~ I still cook and clean up the house but vacuuming just about knocks the sails right out of me and 3 dogs with fur there is no way to get around it, it has to be done. The point of this ramble is I was insulted when asked if I would be going to a function and I declined, the answer back was Whatever Wow such caring in that word. I feel safe here at home, it took me months and months to be able to fall asleep because I was afraid I would not wake up, My device has a remote that has to be no more than 8 inches away from me when I sleep and has to be plugged into a working land line phone. No I cannot go, I love you all but for my health it is the way it is, plus I do not like mosquitoes but they sure love the hell out of me!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 17:29:47 +0000
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