I try to tell them everyday, but I know I fall short on that most of the time. I love my kids with all my heart and am prouder of them everyday. Morgan, the one I call my practice child. She really saved my life, yes I had to give up alot to keep her and raise her ad my own but it was a l l worth it every last minute. I look at her and see what shes become and know how strong she is. Shes the mother I always try to be the courageous woman I always dreamed of being and she will always own a piece of my heart. Elizabeth is the sunshine in my life the one who always knows when to push me to talk, can make me laugh and knows when I need to be left alone. Shes the light in my darkness and I cant wait till some lucky man finds her and captures her heart oh what a merry chase shell lead. Hunter no matter how grumpy, stubborn or hardheaded you are you will always be my little boy. You tower over me even now and I look at you and cant believe I had a hand in creating that. You challenge me on a daily basis and I hope that never changes, you stand up for those smaller than you and even though you argue constantly with your siblings your the first one there if someone ever tries to hurt them. Gage my little surprise the child I thought Id never have and never even knew I wanted. I loved you from the first moment I knew you existed. Your still the most annoying child I have ever knew, but your zest for life your curiosity and the love that shines from your eyes when you look at someone brings me to my knees every time I think about it. CJ yes your in here too. My silent over thinker. You sent your mind to something and find a way to make it happen. You may not have known it until recently but youve been a part of this crazy mixed up family for a long time and I hope that never changes. You ever need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on you know where I am. Andrew you brought something out of me I didnt even know I had lost and while its still a struggle everyday Im trying very hard not to loose it again. I hope you find everything youve been looking for and that you know if you ever need a place to rest. A quiet place where the rest of the world just falls into the background. Youve got it. I love all you each and every single one for how different and amazing you are.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 15:39:46 +0000