I used to play this song for her. When we were just friends...she was always considered misunderstood. She had a small group of friends then. I was so happy to be apart of them. It wasnt long before our friendship bloomed into a beautiful relationship. This song was how I told her that even though she may have felt alone she never was. I was always there. For the longest time I thought I was the only person in the world who could understand her. However the more I cry and the more I break down the more I relize how misunderstood I am. I thought back and noticed that i push my friends away and I shut them out. Sure, I laughed and talked to many of my friends but did they really know me? Did they truly understand me. The answer I found is no. Its not their fault. They tried but I wouldnt let them. I knew they wouldnt understand me...then I relized....all this time I believed that only I understood her completely...but it is not so....it is that she is the only one in this world who could understand me. The only one I let in....the only person who mattered. ...now....I feel lost...I cant seem to take the next step in my life....at first it was because I lacked the courage. ....now its because I lack the strength....without her I have no strength....I wouldnt have been able to run JROTC as the BNCO without her love and support. ...I couldnt have been the captain of the Explorer post without her advice and guidence. She was there through all the hard choices and pain....If she only knew how much she really ment to me....if only I could say these things and get through....now I sit here and watch the rain....she loved the rain...she could watch it for hours....I dont want sympathy. ..I dont want pity.....I dont want anyones sorrys or its gonna be ok I have come to relize that I will eventually stop crying but I will never move on If you love her set her free she said that....so has everyone else.....well if I set her free and she comes back to me it was ment to be. If she doesnt then it wasnt. ...I know it was ment to be....so ill wait...ill wait until she comes back to me....when I made my life plans she was in them. She will stay in them....and ill wait...for the one and only person to have truly touched my heart to return to me....
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 00:26:58 +0000
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