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I want to start this in the only way I know just let it flow..... My beautiful loving mum you have been my saving grace throughout my entire life, with you on my side Ive felt supported and encouraged, youve tried tirelessly to teach me to love myself..... yet in a world where we are conditioned and programmed to be whatever society and culture tells us to be, we naturally cave to those expectations. Either way mum i thank you!!!! Now I want to say the most sincerest apology to all of my beautiful siblings and my friends for all of the shitty ways I have treated, judged or berated you jus know this I hated me not you..... Your loyalty has not been in vain! The beautiful ladies I have tried to love despite knowing deep down I could never love u like u deserved, how could I when i couldnt love myself!!! Im sorry for misleading and making promises I couldnt keep.... My beautiful daughter whom I wish only one thing that you know I love you soooo much more than u will ever comprehend and your existence is my greatest gift..... Truth is I spent the last 16years going to sleep at night into darkness, no dreamworld for me! The unwillingness to except my truths, blocked all the dreams and wasted many opportunities. Ive been full of anger and loathing i didnt want to Face up to! my unfulfilled potential will now be fulfilled! See the funny thing is Ive been unable to write or perform for the last 4 years I couldnt figure out why guess what yet another block imposed on myself. With that being said I was a broken boy but Im finally healing Im finally ready to let go off the expections i accept myself and Im happy!!! Finally my love I dont need to say a thing you read me like a book. I simply want to thank you!!! Thank you for loving me, breaking me down, building me up, inspiring me to be the best of me! Im writing this today thanks to you so.... How???? for even a second can I be embarrassed or ashamed or muted about my love for him....... Emancipated!
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 21:59:37 +0000

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