I want to thank all of you for the love and support yesterday, it means the world to me. Ive been living a lie. Thinking I had control over my past and the demons inside me. I saw clearly that all the stress I carried through the years was because I hid from myself n pretended to smile when i was frowning on the inside. I released that frustration and anger out on the ones who truly loved me and shattered thier dreams and destroyed thier hearts. I had become a ugly monster from the lies that I was hiding behind from hiding from myself. Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You cant cry it away or find the answer for it at the bottom of a bottle. Its just there and you have to accept it, endure it and survive it. And cross the bridge that you built by your own desire to heal. Dont let this world make you bitter. Dont let the actions of others turn you cold on the inside.alot of things happen and hurts us. And they are moments that we are bound to fail. Dont let those things make w into a bad person. Its ok to cry. Its ok to be sad. But its never ok to do other people wrong just because you was done wrong. Dont let pain and sadness ruin your life. They will be moments in your life where you feel like giving up and you cant take it anymore. But dont pull the ones that love you and thats there for you down with you! You will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory. So remember today to never be ashamed to let your tears shine a light in this world! God bless all my family and friends that was there for me yesterday!
Posted on: Sun, 02 Nov 2014 19:53:50 +0000