I was awakened a little bit ago by a strange, disturbing dream. I tried finishing it several times to get to see the outcome, but I always ended up at the same place. Ive been trying to make sense of its meaning, but I havent had any luck at doing that. So, Ive been thinking about it on my own, and have come up with a meaning that I feel, kinda/sorta fits...sometimes, as we get older and find out things, we have to realize that b/c of people, circumstances, health, etc., that we have to accept what we have found out in a different way & from a somewhat different perspective than we would have, if things had been a little bit different. That being said, I guess what we find out & when, is much like other things in life, in Gods hands, timing, & plans, and all for a reason...all the more reason why some people should be thankful to God that others find out certain things in the time-frame that they do, b/c the outcome would otherwise come out quite differently...(Believe That) And, if given a choice, I guess in most cases, I would have rather found things out & been given the chance to get over it, rather than not to have ever known at all. I am just going to accept this as mine & Gods explanation of things & try to move on past it & hopefully get some rest to finish out this night...Man, you go to bed after some spicy chili & expect tummy troubles, but instead I get weird dreams and deep thought...sheesh! (Oh, and please, before you assume anything, just ask...remember, just b/c I post it, doesnt necessarily mean that Im going through it or that someone close to me is. It could really be just the conflicted thoughts of a 38yr old woman who needs to be in bed asleep, instead of thinking so much here at the ripe old hour of 2:49AM!) Thank You & Good Night!
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 07:49:40 +0000
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