I waz watching #BeyondScaredStraight n i had alot to think about my life. I need to stop smoking. yesterday I realize that I dont need cigarettes. It wasnt my body that wanted it waz my mind that wanted. My last Newport waz yesterday @ 4 oclock. I got home from my ladys house ni didnt fiend for one. I didnt get up n say Ima go to the store n smoke. Ima start jogging every morning for @least an hour. 10 push ups n 10 sit ups every 30 mins. I want a double digit hourly salary. Im tired of working $8.25-$9 an hour So Ive decided I want to be a security guard n Ima get my license. Ima push myself to be what I want n get what I want n I biggest thing I want in life is to live happily ever after with my beautiful girlfriend. I want to move in with her in our own place. Put a big rock on her little finger. Have babies. Go on vacation anywhere in the world. N most importantly I want to love her like no man has loved her before. I want to be her one n only. Love you so much Tanaya Chappell always n forever :-* Ima do this for myself for us in the long run. But first I gotta do me first to make sure we are oh ok living comfortable. :) this is my new years resolution n Im starting now. Its now or never. In GOD I trust. Amen.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 17:13:38 +0000