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I went to church this morning and listened to Pastor speak on just who God is and how much He truly loves us. I cried and prayed and cried and prayed. Thank you God for who YOU are and loving me even with all my broken pieces. Someone very close to my heart and I had a disagreement right after the service as we were leaving the building. This took me on a path of self distruction so to speak, by the time I got home I felt so horrible that I felt like my life wasnt even good enough for the dirt I walked on. I felt utterly distroyed by it. I even yelled at God and asked Him WHY, WHY am I feeling like this, I could honestly feel the powers of the evil one working on my soul. And then, my little 4 year old Alex walked up to me and said, " Mommy, I love you" and gave me the biggest hug. That spoke volume to me. God has the power to do what ever He wants whenever He wants. I felt His love pour into me through those words of my child and through his little boy hug. It told me that God is EVERYWHERE and His love IS ALL AROUND US. Thank you God for loving me and showing me just how much you truly love me, I am not a piece of dirt, I am someone worth loving, even with all my broken pieces you, LORD, love me anyway! Satan, get behind me! YOU are not welcome here! I AM A CHILD OF GOD!!!!!
Posted on: Sun, 09 Jun 2013 18:33:19 +0000

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