I wish to ADD to what I shared of what I read, in Wikipedia, of a Master Teachers teachings, ( several small print pages, concised to the basics made easy to understand ) that I NOW understand E. Tolle in a new way. and I now see him as one makes MUCH easier, and NOT RADICAL, in the ways that a Master Teacher, made it radical, and thereby unattractive to me. And all that I learned I see as a direct answer to my prayers yesterday, and in the earlest a.m. hours of today. Among my confessions, and other requests, I asked Jesus to behave towards me in His Savior role. And it is clear to my mind that He did that. But I also want to share here, partly in obedience to what I chose to accept as Guidance, that I should share here on my Facebook page details that I COULD, and in some cases WOULD, otherwise keep to myself. And so I will first share, that I receive the KNOWING JESUS news letter, altho I UNSUBSCRIBED to the Christianity news letter. And I will share that I was assisted by ONE of those, which focused on offering myself as a living sacrifice, to ask Him to accept ME as such FROM just my will, in that moment, altho I didnt have any depth of feeling for nor faith in or for this. Where was I coming FROM in this? I saw too little potential in myself of doing anything of any greater or truer worth with the life I still had. It was easy for me to see that I could only get older, and even if my supplements worked to really help my body, I would STILL be living in this world, in the CONDITION that MY mind sees the world in. As hinted at in the update where I focused on NOAH and the ARK as an EXAMPLE of RADICAL, I see the Earth as in far greater trouble than any of the various solution paths and remedies can do ENOUGH, or fast enough to save from all that I see as too broadly destructive. So to my minds view, the question was, WHY would I say No to the possibility that God can do something with me, of a greater value than I would have any real chance of doing independent of a Divine power accepting me, and starting something that I may get to be like a boat, carried on the waves of? I CHOSE to accept, as a POSSIBILITY, that it could be that simple. So there is the true explanation. I am seeing this as a good place to end. The date is Mar.26, 2014.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 02:16:44 +0000