I woke up from a bad dream this morning..... remembering every single bit of it. It bothered me so much that I had to grab my journal to write it all down...... its a journal that has sayings from the bible & its amazing how appropriate the two sayings were on the pages I filled. Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Psalm 143:8 NIV Ive had some problems with my eldest lately & going through the pains of growing up & this dream was about him..... It started with me looking out upon the world & a saying Sometimes as kids we embrace the evil that is upon this world & were taken down a path of struggle but if were lucky some of us always stay close to him. Im not so sure that if we dont go down that path we see quite as clearly as if we do take the journey. In that moment of me standing there looking upon the world I couldnt help but think of my childhood & all the evil I encountered.... and everything came back to my eyes. Within the dream my son kept running away & I went through several searches always finding in in bad situations & I was always struggling to help him see..... we would have these in depth conversations on the car rides home. (As I have done with him in the present) Every time the evil was present I would see this little girl that was naked but blurry with blonde hair & black eyes just floating & staring at me with this emptiness. One of the times I had gotten back from finding Timothy I was in my back yard & it was dark outside. There were some train tracks out behind my house & I saw this girl floating down them and as she went by she didnt look at me. I felt compelled to go after her but I couldnt get close enough but as I started to my body was forced down with this magnetic pull to the tracks and I could not move as she floated off the tracks & up the hill. As she stood at the top glaring down at me I was able to lift the upper half of my body & then with much struggle my hands to the sky. She had a look of surprise on her face & the hold was broken & she was gone. As I turned to go back home I once again felt this evil presence behind me. I looked to see the girl floating towards me at high speed & as she got closer I could see her face fangs for teeth black in her eyes sharp nails & this gripping fear overcame me. I was once again immobile. But I was able to drop to my knees & pray. All of the sudden I could see a field of energy surround me. As she grew closer she hit the wall & was electrified & gone. Immediately I felt peace. I opened my eyes my heart still racing & chills all over my body. As I laid here trying to process this dream I couldnt help but vaguely recall a quote I had seen a few days ago on FB. Its not per verbatim but goes something like this The people that can change the outcome in their dreams are the people that have the power to make true change in this world I thought about this a minute & I realized I was not able to make any changes in my dream without calling upon him. I got up grab my journal & wrote. I do not share a lot of what I write & I contemplated not sharing this experience for the very human fear of judgement. Am I crazy? The thought has occurred to me once or twice :) but that human fear has been overcome by him and I have been compelled to share. So take it as you will..... The last page of my writings ended up on the following passage There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. Romans 8:1 NKIV
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 16:11:14 +0000
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