I woke up today feeling a bit out of sorts & was thinking wrong - TopicsExpress



          

I woke up today feeling a bit out of sorts & was thinking wrong thoughts. I could post up a status about what is all wrong in my world & really assassinate someones character but I was brought up better than that taught to think of others before myself. Today I questioned myself & wondered why about certain things even questioned my faith & beliefs thinking of only my failures in life. Because of those failures I got my ass handed to me verbally a few weeks ago it didnt start there its been brewing for a long time & just added fuel to the fire. But today I know where I stand in life now w/ some people thats good to know for the future. Before today I was sort of confused & lost functioning on anger had all those emotions running thru my head. Today I seen my brother we talked I shared my thoughts & feelings w/ him I asked him for guidance, prayers & to help me find my way once again. He gladly did what I asked of him. Not judging me on what I had shared w/ him. Instead he offered kind words of support & encouragement. It brought many thoughts to mind & maybe this isnt the place to share these thoughts & feelings people seem to judge rather harshly & get offended by what they read. If they are innocent then they shouldnt have those kinds of feelings & if it does offend anyone that is not my intention those of you who really know me know how I am. Now I am taking my own advice & say what I mean & mean what I say & be careful w/ that statement & what is said here after. Even had an aunt visit w/ me last night she shared her story w/ me that took a lot of courage to share this w/ me her intention was to show me that life does go on & that I need to start living because whats passed is past... I am sharing my thoughts & feelings because of a lot of negative comments being made about me. She said I shouldnt worry about what is said about me because they have no other way of bringing me down & that is true she is right. But like always I have to have my say to no matter what. I know it wont do any good because only those of you who know me will see this & if you still believe in the negative then you really didnt know me... anyway much words of thanks to my brother Brian Lasley & my aunt Genelle...
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 17:52:35 +0000

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