I would love to share my story.. I had my daughter on 08/14/2005, who is 8 yrs already..ever since I had her my husband and I tried to get pregnant again we didnt wanted her to grow by herself..No luck I was overweight so Decided to lose weight to see if that was the reason y I coulnt get pregnant..And yes it was March 17,2011 I went to the drs to get check up I wanted to lose more weight and wanted to make sure was not pregnant..The news were great after almos 6 years of tryin POSITIVE.7wks.wow got so excited...was really happy..I had 2 jobs h&r at Am and hp Dc at Pm..State ed bleeding so rush into er dr put ne on bed rest and took me off from my two jobs I didnt care I just wanted to save my bby..was in bed rest for 1 month april 22 for my bday the risk had already passed I was already 12wks wohoo was reallt happy but still took it easy..didnt went bck to wrk. May 16 nite my two brothers were fighting heard them I knew I shoould had gone outside but did..started arguing with one if them..next day early in the morning wakeup and felt wet I tought I had pee myself..then went to the restroom and was bleeding my bby was moving weird..rush into the er my husband had to go to wrk so I told him to leave me there I was gonna call my mother inlaw to pick me up,,I never tought it was something bad..so he left..I was called in nurse spoke to me and ask wat was wrong I explain.. They order ultrasound I had to restroom and I did I felt weird felt like if I had to push:(.when I came out all drs were outside my door I saidiam loising my bby:(..n I was take to my room were dr examine me and I would never forget her wordsiam sorry hun..I felt like if they were ripping me inside like if they were taking me apart dr kept on asking for me to push I was on labor I refuse to I didnt wanted to take my bby out to me it felt like if I was giving up on him..my husband came bck and I felt twrrible I didnt know how to tell him that our angel had hone to heaven.I felt si guilty I still do...:(..and theres no day that I dont think about my angel..my Roberto JR... didnt even had a chance to hold him in my arms..April 29,2013 went for reg check up Positive again I was super happy cuz my sister was lregnant too we were gonna have our bbys in december..but days after it happend again my angel went to heave..:(...I feel an empyness inside my heart..but God knows y..Iam thankfull cuz I have my daughter n honestly that was the hardest part to have to tell her that our two angels had gone to heaven..
Posted on: Mon, 20 Jan 2014 07:08:54 +0000
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