I wrote down a bunch of scattered, vague memories I have of people who have been very important to me in my life: ---------- I miss driving you around in my car and getting annoyed at you when you called it our car I miss coming over to sit on the couch while you both played fallout new vegas and smoked cigarettes on your porch until it was 3am I miss sitting in the middle of the lobby set after a full day of shooting and bonding over how lonely all three of us were I miss the time I thought you were joking when you came out of the closet to me and then 2 hours later you told me again and we sat in my car in the middle of the night and you unloaded everything and I felt very important to you I miss running away from home for 30 minutes at a time and standing in the trees near my house until I finally felt like I could face my parents again I miss the way my dad said youre growing up on me after my mom made you a morning coffee and afterwards, when we were alone in the kitchen, you smiled and said aw, your dad loves you I miss hanging out in the drum room with you guys after school trying to decide what we wanted to do before ultimately going to dick around in evans basement like we almost always did I miss going to that party after new play project and realizing Jared was a total dick, and you were drunkenly shouting lines from Cheers or something? I miss living right down the road from you and eating Chinese food on the grass outside my apartment and being absolutely, completely in love with you I miss pulling out my old copy of super monkey ball and playing monkey target with you and laughing after the rest of our roommates went to sleep I miss the short period of time where we didnt talk at all despite living together because I became too overly dependent on you as a friend and chased you downstairs and kicked your blue car as you drove away I miss making you play as gooey in Kirbys dreamland 3 in that small cubby behind my bedroom because I was a selfish older brother I miss agreeing to play kingdom hearts because you wouldnt shut up about it, and trading off the controller on shadow of the colossus, and watching avatar: the last airbender all the way through together I miss driving to Taco Bell with you after improv and talking about twitter I miss the time I dropped you on your back at that party and you cried and you got really mad at me I miss playing gta v online together and hiking to the top of the mountain on dune buggies before parachuting down into the ocean, where the game glitched and we walked on the ocean floor taking in-game photographs that we didnt know how to save I miss having you to go back to every night, and being so happy every time we kissed even though we couldnt figure out which one of us was the bad kisser (and I miss being bad at kissing with you) I miss drawing all of your fictional personas on that blue-checkered message board, and hiding away on the internet with you guys when I was 13 and I couldnt find any friends in real life I miss that time we were walking back to my apartment in Chicago and you laughed and said if we wanted to, we could be friends forever. We could be old in 60 years and I could call you up and we can still be friends.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 06:01:47 +0000
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