I wrote this as a clinically insane person or is how we all feel deep down sometimes? “When I Inhale Death Exhale Life” Why is it every time I breathe Something is taken away from me Broken and scared My heart is beaten and charred By the fire that has consumed every spark My mind is a gate that is always open For the empty masses of the broken My limbs are full of blood By veins are drenched but never filled Some sick pun I look for something to save me But death is all but forgiving And life is full of remembering There is no reminisce of salvation for me Forging the pain to the bottom of my feet Til Im filled to the top and can barely breathe Is there anyone that can take this from me Anyone that can set me free Lust for forgiveness is everywhere I turn And fear of failure is the sanctuary where I burn To where hell seems to be a light in my darkness And I set myself apart so no one is a part of this I look for something to save me But death is all but forgiving And life is full of remembering There is no reminisce of salvation for me The world rises above and looks down to mock Does it ever stop ticking that Revolting clock Forgive me I might have came off as mentally strong But my walls of fortitude are crashing down to prove you that Im wrong I see in the distance a dim cruel light Haunting me of a new day but Im lost in the night Ive been building a life of fake will and pride And my reality is under a rock where the rest of me hides I look for something to save me But death is all but forgiving And life is full of remembering There is no reminisce of salvation for me I stand on the cliff edge of life But death harnesses me every time I try to dive Love is measured by how much you think you deserve But every single time I try I feel out of place like a perve As I Inhale death exhale life Shunned by a foundation of stability Im blinded guilt like a god forsaken tragedy I stand in the hope of a tomorrow And pinned down debt that Ive borrowed I look for some thing to save me But death is all but forgiving And life is full of remembering There is no reminisce of salvation for me I pray to you God please hear me I can feel my chest my heart beating And my brain is working I feel this invite pain still stinging Please take it, take me, set me free!
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 00:00:10 +0000