IDK if it sounds ridiculous, but take a minute and pray for me please. I had this crazy mental break from cutting massive weights every week and gain it right back (range of 175 to 152 lbs), college, military, and other future stuff. My body is like a rubber band, even thought it takes time to pull my weight down, when I have normal meal and let it go for a second, it comes right back up to where it was. I really want myself to be dedicated and sacrificed for this one sport I really love, WRESTLING and the things that God planned for me to do in the future. But these past 3 days, I just dont know what happened, but I just let it go and started eating without resting because I was lost/stressed. From 154lbs on Tuesday to 166lbs on Wednesday to 177lbs on Thursday and for an instant I was 181lbs. Ive lost my sixpack, mental, dream, and battle against Satan. I really wanted to punch myself on the stomach so that I could throw up, and to wake myself up from that moment. From now on I will give up time, sleep, and food and start everything again from the bottom. so just take a minute and pray for me for everything I do and plan to do, not just for wrestling, college, and my future, but also battling against Satan. help me GOD.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 22:19:41 +0000