IM GOING TO POST THIS AS A WARNING TO OTHERS: I sat up till 3 am last night doing more crying than anything, and if you think that makes me less of a man so be it. I sat up going thru that because I lost myself a few yrs back and let Satan get ahold of me so bad that I became someone I never wanted to be and it has probably cost me my soulmate, my best friend, my world, My Wife. And if she reads this I dont expect it to change her mind about her decisions she has made about us, even though I hope it becomes food for thought. But I want everyone to know I have had to learn to rely on God, get back into the bible, pray for all and wait patiently for everything, and if that makes you think Im becoming a religious freak so be it. MY WARNING, to you is no matter how good or bad your relationship is with someone never let things get to a point where you lose yourself or the one you Love, continue or begin to pray, and listen completely for the answer to save yourself and your relationship before you find yourself sitting till all hours of the night wondering why. God wants people ( men and women ) to be together, he approves of marriage and hates divorce, but it happens to the best of us. So if your like me and you want happiness please fight for each other and yourself, dont get lost in this world and lose it all. The heartache, pain, self doubt and stress is not worth it, it can make you sick, angry, hateful, cost you your job, family and friends. I have a lot of family and framily on fb who hopefully have wonderful marriages or relationships with all the normal and expected problems of both, I pray that you all do what ever it takes to keep those relationships full of love, romance,intimacy, and each other. Please dont let yourselves end up where Im at in life and if your already where I am dont give up, never stop dreaming,praying for, or loving that special someone because there is that possibility that you both may weather the storm and learn to play in the rain together.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 18:34:03 +0000