ITs been a super busy week. Little rest! Tomorrow..I have freinds coming over to help me with cutting the grass and weed waing. It is gonna be super busy. I cannot lift alot...and need to stop often. I will be happy to get caught up. Anyways...night. Its interesting how when things come to mind..how I reflect. What bothers me recently is that even thngs that only happened 6 months ago are gone. SO I am thinkng my memory was effected in a long term way. Anyways....I am challanging myself every day..and in the end of the day I can see improvement. I am working towards a goal of recovery and with faith, hard work...healthy support and self care I am am progressing. THe other day I heard the "Canon in D" Piano...and it stopped me dead in my tracks and I closed my eyes and went to a memorable place. I could hear thier voices...I could see thier smiling faces...and the energy. I put asside all that negative stuff...the huge misunderstanding..and stayed in taht moment thill the music ended. THen went on with my activies. My love is sent there..and so greaful for the time I had there. It was a good experience..except in the end. I was not well and unfortunatley did not see it in myself. I dont need to live with that negative stuff..I am taking with me the love and recieved alot and gave alot...and it is still very much alive. Not holding my breath just going with the flow. Life is bliss..and soo greatful for a time to learn the great thngs that come from recovery fro m a serious serious sitation. Every day I learn.
Posted on: Sat, 10 Aug 2013 04:29:54 +0000
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