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If i said exactly what was on my mind i would make alot of people mad just because the thruth hurts. Im gonna do my best not to blast, but i gotta get this off my chest. Yesterday Tuesday asks me to come eat lunch with her and pick her up, to which i agree. When i get there her mom also comes walking in. No problem we can get along, be civil for her you know the deal. So this is how it goes down Im watching my beautiful little girl carry her tray and she is so excited she wants to show off shes carrying it herself and she is a big girl while im watching im also being interrogated by her mom as to my post yesterday to Vanessa Puckett. I am there for my daughter....period i have no interest in you your life your friends boyfriend or family. so she keeps on and on so i just pull my daughter in close tell her i love her and i will just let her and her mommy have this lunch since ive already had 4 or 5 im not bragging but this is my life im talking about i just simply enjoy doing it, But i am sacrificing time with her. she also asked me to pick her up,but i went ahead and gave that to her mommy too just to avoid harsh criticisms insults etc. such as when i walk away her saying what? you and vanessa having a celebratory dinner? Im sorry if your hurt because i found someone that through even all the lies you told about me saw the real inner me got to know me before she let you destroy my name someone that loves me for me and appreciates every little thing i do and doesnt ask for anything more than i love her and be myself. Im sorry, i dont like putting so much out there, but my heart is aching right now my little baby was excited both her parents had come to eat lunch with her WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO MEAN AND CRUEL? YOU WONDER WHY SHIT HAPPENS TO YOU ITS BECAUSE YOU CREATE IT YOU DIDNT WANT ME YOU MOVED ON SO NOW THAT I HAVE HAPPINESS COULD YOU PLEASE NOT TRY TO TEAR THAT APART TOO. I dont believe in hell or heaven or maybe i do.....its people like you that make people know what hell is like. The unability to find good in everybody to love everybody not to judge not to put down to think of others before yourself even for a moment and then there is heaven, thats people like me and my soulmate Vanessa no judgement no criticism loving forgiving TOO FORGIVING taken advantage of. next time i will text before i go see her at lunch, because if i never had to see you again it would be to soon. As far as christmas plays school functions etc. im gonna be there for those all i ask is that in the future please dont talk to me about anything, other than how cute she looks cuz she always does. I thank you for giving me that precious little gift, but God how i wish we could be at the place where Jon and Bridgettes mother are thank you Jacquelyn Faye for being civil getting along and even helping me out sometimes, you are doing outstanding!
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 15:14:42 +0000

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