Ill be the first to admit that I keep my private life private. I do that because I dont like individuals all in my private life. I will say this though; I have failed to succeed at certain aspects of life, mainly from relationships, intimate or not. I will admit that I know a lot of you lovely individuals view me as a great person to be around and I agree that Im pretty nice and I have a great personality but a few years back I became something that I had never been. I became untrustworthy and if I wanted to I could point the finger at various reasons as to why but that wont help. Putting the blame on someone else only makes me seem like Im not taking responsibility for it but I am. Lies, some small, others larger, have forced some of my peers who mean a lot to me to view me as a bad or untrustworthy person and I would like to render a public apology to those individuals, especially the one I hurt the most. I have been able to put those things behind me but sometimes the people you do it to have either started hating you already, totally given up on anything with you, or even contemplating giving you a final chance. It is piercing when you hurt the ones that you care about the most but GOD didnt make everyone perfect but GOD forgives and eventually people do too. So on that note, from this point forward I know what I need to do in general in every part of life and relationships. Just be 200, 100 isnt good enough anymore. Im vowing to become everything people said I wouldnt be. Ive prayed about it, Ive asked for forgiveness, it has been accepted and Im going to pursue my heart further. Until it stops on me. Thank you all for reading and if you read this I know two things: either you nosy as hell or you really care. Somebody tell Shantrice Layrock Im IN LOVE WITH HER and I always will be and her and our prince means EVERYTHING TO ME. Ps. For you rumor spreaders, no I didnt cheat and yes I do take good care of my son. Love.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 15:07:14 +0000
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