Im a depressed, extremely self hating loner who longs for social standings but cant muster the courage, better yet the words to put myself out there. No matter how much I try to be the person I wanna be, it falls back into the same mobius. Social anxiety & compassion keep me from saying what I wanna say at times, also my own expectations of myself harness a roll in that. Im playing a game with no ending & only life as the winner. This is only .000001 of what I think of in less than half an hour. I know whats not meant for me, do you? Welcome to an atom sized fraction of my mind.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 06:51:28 +0000
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