Im done. I know now that im the last person on your mind, when you where the only one on mine. I was only here for ur happiness, but there was no time for mine. I would be youre puppet on a string that you would only play with at you convince. I was a fool. Maybe you where karmas gift for my past mistakes, if so, then I had it coming to me to know the feeling of hurt/disappointment and sadness that comes from a blind love that was a one way street. And I fell in love, I have no doubt. Love can not be explained, it is a feeling that is like no other. It cant be duplicated with just anyone, it is unexpected, and you cant choose to fall in love, it just happens. then your every thought and action is about being around them, seeing them happy and seeing there smile; and the sight of them sad or unhappy leaves you heartbroken. Material things have no meaning, if they want it because they like it or itll make them happy, you dont think twice about it, you give it to them if you can. And even when they Day comes when they do something that hurts you, (international or not) you will not feel a hate or anger, you will feel a disappointment and hurt like no other, a pain in ur chest and sickness in ur stomach, and no matter what, youll never hate them, you will always care about them, you Will still only want to see them happy, even if its without you. That is love, and after you experience it, you Will never be the same, either for better or worse. But always remember that even if it was you who was in love, NEVER accept less then you deserve, dont keep trying for someone who doesnt try for you, dont keep going back to someone who keeps hurting you, because you care more then they do. So pretty much the love should be a two way street, an effort from you and them, not just you. Because you are only hurting ur self, they dont feel your pain and tears while there smiling and laughing somewhere else with someone else.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 06:17:23 +0000
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