Im going through a kind of identity crisis. Not having a job is kind of a major thing. Ive been trying to stay positive. Ive been applying, applying, meeting, etc. Im almost to the point of getting in touch with Steve Harvey to ask him for help. Hes so amazing. I cant land a nanny job to save my life. I thought I had great references. I honestly dont know if the people I interview with even bother checking. The families Ive worked with love me. The KIDS love me. Ive worked with phenomenal families. Ive worked with autistic kids. How rewarding! Are people judgmental about superficial things? Am I getting paranoid? Is it because Im older? ( Im a high energy person.) Im going to cut to the chase now....is it because they look at me & Im not a size 6? I inadvertently picked up the phone on one job & overheard the Dad chatting with some giggly college girl (another babysitter) & telling her I ate all their food, as shes giggling back, Oh stop it! Hey, I could be the scapegoat for all the bulimic babysitters who could be the ones eating the food for all I know! I dont mean to make light of eating disorders. Trust me, its no laughing matter. Sometimes I even wish I were anorexic but I know thats not funny either. Id love to get a singing job, just an acoustic duet with a guitarist, a piano player, someone to harmonize with. That would be my bliss! Prayers needed & advice/input appreciated. My other dream is to write a book. Ive got the Nike mantra burned in my brain. JUST DO IT! GOD IS MY CO PILOT!
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 21:47:24 +0000
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