Im not one to use Facebook much but my heart is heavy and Ive made a decision I should have made a long time ago and didnt. Let me start with this. If you would have asked me when I was 18, where do you see your self in 10 years? (Im now 28) I would have never imagined with 3 beautiful babies, in the long carried out process of a divorce, living in Bakersfield, or not behind a chair with an amazing cliental. Life throws you curve balls and even though I would have never said anything I listed. It is who I am today. Im a single mommy to the most beautiful children I could have ever asked for. I spent the last 10 year with their father on and off, good times and bad. He isnt a horrible person we just werent meant to be. He has played a huge part in my life and for everything we have been through I am grateful for the person I have become. The process hasnt been easy but with friend and family I have stood strong and took baby steps through it. Their is a lot I will not share but remember when you look in on someones life dont judge. You have no idea what goes on behind closed doors. Its not always about how much you are loved if their is no respect. Hes the father of my children and I will always love him. Ive always feared to be alone. As you all have seen most recently I had the most awesome best friend and boyfriend. He was absolutely amazing not only me but my my babies. Their is much I can say bad but i made a decision to walk away. It was not an easy decision but it was one I had to make for myself. I finally realized I need to be alone. For not only myself but for my babies. I havent been alone for years. Im not sure what it really is like but Im going to find myself and take this time to enjoy me and show my babies its ok. Mommy is all they need and they are all I need. (Dont get me wrong they have their daddy.) Life is what you make of it. I love my lifes, my babies are my world and they are the reason I wake up with a smile and go to bed so thankful. Its a lot to read and if you did thanks. Xoxo
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 05:55:52 +0000
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