Im not posting this for ppl to feel sorry for me. Just want everyone to know this is how I really feel about a true passion of mine. Lately ive been seriously getting depressed. Not because life sux. I have 2 dependable jobs. A beautiful wife I love. Great family. But there is just a void that I feel everyday I wake up. Like something isnt completely how it should be. Something that ive felt drawn to do since I was a really young kid. And to this day I havent met that dream. Im getting older and time seems to continue to speed up. I sit back and look at what all ive done and how far ive come and I can just taste it, or feel the edge that I just need to make it over. Just one break is all I need. As some know I went through nursing school. Didnt quite make it all the way through. Maybe it was for this reason. Im honestly just not really happy when I think, is this what I have to look forward to for 40+ more years. Ive got other paths im meant to follow. It has to be true. Nothing, other than the love for my wife and the comfort I feel when I know god has everything under control, else that I feel so strongly about. My mom asked me before i left for work am I happy with what im doing. ....I just cant 100% say yes. I havent given up but I need a break through soon. Ive fought so many internal battles to keep pushing and pushing. So many downs and only a few ups. So yea. All this to say I really need yalls support on this. Keep me in prayers that I continue to fight for this dream of mine. Hopefully by gods will this day i long for comes soon. Why else wouldnt it. I wouldnt feel so strongly connected to this road im turning onto. A new direction to a bigger highway, towards bigger things.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 07:58:50 +0000
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