Im only doing this because he ( Blane Jones ) asked me to!! You only know you love her when you let her go.. You only need light, `when your light is low.. Demi, my light has never been so low. I feel so stupid because I never realized the things I WASNT doing. I was stuck in our crazy life and caught up in the thought that we could make it through anything That I wasnt doing what it took to be a Husband or Father, that every little girl wants to be Cinderella who dances the night away with her Prince Charming so... Im not mad at you, I just wish it was me. It breaks my heart to know, that there were things you needed and I was too blind to realize what they were. I never meant to hurt you, all of my wrongs, the abuse, every action that brought anything other than a smile to your face, please forgive me. If I only knew then, what I know now. See.... Ive learned how to truly love, and thats understanding the Why, behind the What Thats choosing to look at all the good times, rather than the bad. Thats knowing whats on the inside of a person, no matter what comes out. Thats giving all youve got and never expecting anything in return. I love Demi. Im not writing this in attempt to beg Im simply asking you to forgive me, and to tell you I forgive you. And to tell you youre so beautiful, so smart, and so much fun to be with. Youre amazing But most of all youre a child of God. Ill never stop loving you. Listen... Me and Demi, we were Bonnie and Clyde, We were ride or die. So much went on in our relationship. Neither one of us has been perfect. To my family Im no better than she is, and to her family, She is no better than me. With all the commotion, I still want to swoop her up in my arms and protect her. I decided the LET GO AND LET GOD. And I dont believe it will be forever. I know Ive made a mess of my life. But I also know what I am capable of. Im NOT a failure!!! IM NO LESS THAN ANYONE! Im the head and not the tail. I AM HIGHLY FAVORED in EVERYTHING I touch. God will bless as long as Im faithful to serve Him. I have so much to prove. My children deserve to have normal parents, a prosperous future rather we are together or not. God allows things to happen to get us to a point to where he can use us. This hurts me as bad as anything Ive been through. But Im not gonna doubt God. I only want what best for yall Demi Leigh. You have always been more than just my girl, you my homie and you always will be. Youre family will always be my family. And I thank everyone who has ever been there for us. This aint no game to me, so I cant just say Oh well I lost and never look back But I can say Okay God You bat. And then I cant help but win. I thank You Lord even for the hard times, I know Youre gonna turn them for good. Lead us and guide us Lord. Provide for Demi and my babies, protect them God, I only want to serve You Lord. Teach me, lead me, use me, and guide me in the direction You want me to go. Amen. And when the smoke settles Demi Leigh... (You know the rest) Blane Allen Jones.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 21:02:45 +0000
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