Im so f****** irritated right now ,its like nothing I do no matter how many hours I work is worth it Im away from my family maybe four days out of the week. I dont even see them I just want to make sure they have what they need and what they want and it still not enough dont get me wrong my fam is not complaining I am. I feel like Im trapped inside of a box and someone is taking a water hose to fill that box up with water knowing I cant swim the water is rushing over my head and I cant breathe and Im standing outside of the box watching myself inside the box wondering what the hell is happening and I have no answer Im just stuck. I have high expectations for my life and my familys life and when something happens and I cant live up to those expectations it sends my mind on a journey that I cant get back from and that scares me because anyone who knows me knows my mind can be a scary place for me. Because inside of my mind I am my own worst critic and right now Im picking myself apart!
Posted on: Fri, 22 Aug 2014 01:33:32 +0000
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