Im so sick of everything. Im sick of putting on a fake smile, Ive done it for so long now. Im sick of having to hide everything and feeling that down that I want to stay in bed all day every day. Im in a dark place trying to find the light but I just cant see it :( Im not scared to admit anything, why should I be? why should I be scared to admit exactly how Im feeling? I dont care what anyone wants or thinks anymore. I dont think people could say anything worse than what Ive already had. Ive been told to die, drink bleach, go cut myself, what would you do if I actually did? I do cut, Im not scared to admit it but Im getting help from a psychologist, my boyfriend, family and my friends. so go ahead, judge me? but know this, I have been through so much shit in the past, Ive had trauma, I have depression, anxiety and panic attacks. so Im very sorry I am the way I am just now but none of it is my fault and I hate being like this and bullying me/slagging me off is NOT going to help. probably will get hate for this but I really dont care anymore :(
Posted on: Thu, 28 Aug 2014 17:32:10 +0000
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