Im sorry for cutting myself, Im sorry for crying myself to sleep at night, Im sorry for watching the blood drip to my fingertips as the blade glides across my skin. For all the times that I didnt have family because no one would give me the time of day just because I was different, Im sorry. Theres nothing I can say or do except, I wont die, I wont kill myself, and I wont watch myself fall into a pit where time will only pull me apart into pieces. But when I cant defend myself with my own words because Im merely too young? I will not apologize. I already have a heavy heart and I do nothing but give and love to whom I know. But when you slice me in half just because the mere fact I am defending myself, then I cant say anything except pain. Whoever is the higher power above, forgive me if I ever do fail and kill myself, please know that I couldnt handle it anymore. My life just didnt matter enough to the people that mattered the most. But in the mean time, I will not kill myself, I will not hurt myself, and I will not cause myself pain.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 17:30:56 +0000
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