In observance of My walk with the Lord, I have bought myself front row seats on numerous occasions tickets to feel and endure the jealousy of God. You would think after the first ten times i would have learned the lesson. My flesh hates to submit to his will, yet loves to become a reciprocal of his hands. Oh how I love his love. I melt at his peace. And Im bouncing off the wall for his wisdom, and supposedly NEW revelation! Yet when it comes to praying, reading, studying, fasting, closet or carpet time it seems that his denial of access. Or what i feel as a rejection in prayers. The prophetic brewing daily continually like a coffee house coming too a complete cease! I feel his jealousy... Which forces me to do what i should have been doing when all was well! When i didnt need to worry how the bills were going to get paid, because hes blessed my hands in advance. When me and the wife are lovey dovey. When my children Natural/Spiritual are advancing and producing. That alone time with him is still a mandate.. Oh how Ive felt his jealousy! It feels empty, cold, misunderstood, misfiring, misdirecting! Who only but HIM can fill that void?? Not one Living Soul.. Yet even in his jealousy he still reveals his love. Great God he is to ME. His love REMINDS me of the roads ahead. The struggles i will face. The warning of his jealousy!! Yes, the warning of his jealousy says, SON, if your going to finish Strong. If your going to leave a legacy. Then you will need me.. Walk with me Son he says to me. Make sure you remember whether your high or low, I desire to be with you.. Selah.........
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 04:20:26 +0000