Insert 221 I knew I had to choose, there was no way I could date both of them at the same time. Still, I did not want to hurt either of them, but it seemed like I had to do something. so that morning I woke up and prepared proceeding to school. Imini yam was okay, everything was normal. later on when I got home I called Musa. had to end it. ki knew exactly who I loved more so one had to be unfortunately heartbroken. Musa : yeah? Me : you busy? Musa : nah, whats up? Me : ndcela uze apha ekhaya there is something I nwana talk to you about. Musa : okay cool mandiqale ndigqibezele apha then ndize uyeva?? Me : okay cool. We hung up. I started with the pots, phofu yayingumphokoqo. I then put umculo we break ups, songs such as Chris Brown Say goodbye and HSM2 I gota go my own way. cried. it was really hard coz basically when you are used to being with someone but on the other hand in love with someone else you tend to find difficulties choosing who exactly to let go. I waited and waited for Musa to get here. wade wabe uyafika. Musa ; hey. me : hi uryt? Musa : uhm, yeah am good you on the other hand thou dont look okay is there anything the matter. Me : you know I love you and I really do, but some things are just too hard to let go, umzekelo le yoba ndinijolela. Musa I knoe ndi selfish and that I shouldnt be doing this to you but what I want you to know is that I love you and I will never stop.... Musa : woah what are you trying to say. Me : Musa its been great but I think that we should..... Musa : please dont say it, how am I suppose to believe it when you are not convincing yourself. Lisa, I know this is hard for you but I love you just the way you love me. I do not wana lose you , not again. Me : I know that you love me, but I love Thembelihle more, Musa mamela, I do not wana do this but I have to. from now on ungutata ka Imi qha, the o nly time that we will talk is when t concerns u Imi. please promise me that you will leave my relationship alone because I chose to be with uThera, I chose to let you go, ndidiniwe ukubambezela ubomi ndibe ndiyaz oyena mntu ndimthandayo ba ngubani nah, may your you find nje indawana entliziyweni yakho that will forgive me. I love you but gota let you go. Musa : nje kanjalo Lisa. Me : yah.... Musa : uhm, yho ok nhe. I could see in his eyes that he was hurt. Musa : now what am I suppose to do, I love you, Lisa you are the mother of my son, you are my life, my pillar of strength. how am I suppose to cope without you. Me ; you will, trust me you will. you will forget about me and all the pain I have put you thru. Musa : please reconsider. I still need you in my life. Me : you do not need me. believe me, you will heal as the time goes. he stood up. he had tears in his eyes, t broke me to see that I have broken some ones heart. some one whom I dearly love. I hugged him, he pushed me away. Musa : you dump me, then you hug me. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I pulled away and went to my room. I banged the door ndazinika ndalila. I heard the door opening. it was him. Musa ; am not ready, not now tu. Me : but...... he kissed me, I pulled away. I grabbed me gently and pulled me towards him. Musa : andifuni mna Lisa shame, xolo. He kissed me again. Me : ha.ana Musa. Musa ; y? why me :( ? Me : its going to be okay. Musa : when? coz the woman of my dreams is leaving me, how is it going to be okay. he came closer once again and kissed me. this time I let him be. I kissed him back. he took my vest of. Me :hayi Mu..... Musa : ssshhh! Me : ha..... I pulled away. Me : you have to leave. Musa wanditsala violently and kissed me. I shaked, ndavele ndoyika, He kissed me undressed me. he undressed too. he lay me in bed and opened my legs widely. he sucked the lights out me, even thou I did not want to do t I did, and it felt great. he reached his pocket and took out a condom. he inserted himself n and went on for almost 30 minutes full. I was tired. after that he disposed of the condom then we cuddled. Musa : so we are really ov er?? me : yeah, I cant do this anymore. He stood up and dressed. ndaphakama nam ndanxiba. well I was still on my bra and hot pant when Thera walked in my room uMusa elungisa ibanti lakhe. he froze, I froze too. Thera : uhm, ill leave. me : Thera, its not what you think it is. Thera : whatever man. Musa : Mjita she chose you. Thera wajika ngengqindi, wawa uMusa. Thera : she chose me, yet wena uyakwazi ulala naye, for ntoni??? sanundenza isibhanxa man!!!!!!!! Me : nyani Thembelihle. Andiswa walked in. Andiswa ; umfumen..... oh I did not know ba no Musa ulapha. Thera dashed out ndashiyeka ndimaka
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 11:13:33 +0000
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