Insert 93 we had supper ekhaya and we watched t.v for a little while, mine i was feeling really sleepy so i just decided to head to bed. I remmbred that i had to meet up with Mfundo tomrow even though i didnt want to, i felt we needed the closure otherwise it would be hard ofr either of us to move on. But nalamuhla loku i still dont understand what he meant by if i cant have nobody can sounds like something a serial killer could say to someone. I did my little small talks with people on whatsapp and a few on facebook, its amazing how a smart phone works right? You can multi task but hehe lokwe airtime akudlali, i eventually blacked out, slept with the phone in my hands, which hardly ever happens i guess its cause benginatsile emini. When i woke up in the morning it felt like someone had cut the night short and again i just didnt feel like waking up because of that slight headache i had eksen. This day was a Sunday and nangivuka bantfu had already gone to church landlin, my parents love church they would spend a whole day there if they could, my mum says, if ufuna kuya esontfwen you will wake up early and prepare if not then utawulala uvuke uskhandze singekho i will not force anyone kuts aye esontfwen umuntfu uyatentela ema choices akhe yeahp so now im the hethen who doesnt go to church basically anyways i got up made some breakfast and relaxed myself and then Mfundo called me, and i suddenly became tense all over again. Me: hello? Mfundo: hi, erhm what time will you be around town? Me: i think lakubo 10am Mfundo: okay im already in town so il just wait till you get here. Me: alright cool. Mfundo: bye I dropped without saying goodbye, and man i felt like something was just not right about me meeting up with Mfundo today, bengishaywa luvalo nje of some sort, but well ignored it, i thought to myself maybe it was just my nerves playing games on me cause im going to talk to a man that i once used to love whole heartedly, and today we were going to officially break up and move on with our lives. I went took a bath and got dressed fixed myself and took a taxi to town. In the back of my mind i knew Mfundo was going to beg for me to take him back or that we should try and fix things and honestly i wasnt in that space anymore i needed him to accept that it was over. When i got to town i called him to find out where he was and he told me he had parked the car by Plaza parking, i went there saw his mums car and i got inside the back. And by the looks of things, he was definately stressed and depressed, he looked so ugly and he hadnt shaved slevu sakhe and he hadnt combed his hair, Mfundo was always that guy who always kept himself neat, and in all honesty he didnt look like uke wageza nje namuhla. You see those hobos that walk around wearing plastics enhloko, and all around their bodies, i would liken Mfundo to one of those people today. Phela Mfundo is a hot guy manje nangibona akanjena nje, ut gives me even more reason to tell him its really over, he gave me extra ammunition. Me: hi? Mfundo: hey, you are beautiful. Me: thanx, well its more than i can say about you.. Hayyi kabi it looks like you havent bathed in days Mfundo. Mfundo: yeah well i didnt see the reason to look good these days considering the woman, the one woman that i love is leaving me. Me: kumele utinakekele Mfundo. You are a mess. Mfundo: i didnt know it was that bad. I wont lie to you guys, i actually was feeling sorry for him he looked like someone who had just lost everything. His eyes were all watery the moment he looked at me, i was starting to feel really bad and sad for him. Me: so we are going to sit and talk here in the car? Mfundo: is there any where you want to go? And im sitting there thinking, i will not walk around town with you looking like that, so no i prefer the car. Mfundo: i was thinking maybe we could drive around maybe? Cause we cant chill here singatikhandza sesibhadala bo E50.00 for the parking ticket. Me: okay cool. He drove away out of the parking lot and into the middle of nowhere i started to panick but then ngacale ngabona some road ahead, then ngabona ema flats, lamanengi, then i saw his apartment and i knew i was in trouble he parked outside. Mfundo: are we going to go inside the house or should we talk in here. Me: bra we are already here so ku out kukhuluma outside here so lets just go inside there is no use sitting outside right. Mfundo: okay. We walked to the house and well it was quite clean it was like i hadnt been there in a while, which showed me that he was definately living with his mum and sister. And again kwabuya leluvalo that i felt when i was at home but this time it was worse than before, people say everybody has an instict and that we shouldnt ignore it but i chose to ignore it, i had a feeling something bad was going to happen to me but ke i didnt think Mfundo would be the cause of it.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 06:26:38 +0000
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