Insert #97 He than got up and walked upstairs, as I was standing inyembezi zazehlela, how could Mandla ask such, I know ndivumile but I only said that to spite him. As I was still in tears ndijonge phantsi he walked in again ephethi sport bag,I thought he was leaving. Ndisaye gymin he said, I couldnt answer bendinesingqala,my marriage was over and that hurt me because Ive lived for this man. He left, I picked myself up after some time ndazixelela uba akuphela kobomi obu. I suddenly got this urge to clean the entire house nyan ndenza njalo, bane ndikroba abantwana, there was something offish about Noli lately but I had no time to nurse lonto. Udinwa kwam I went upstairs ndavasa ndalala. The next morning I woke up to an empty bed, I didnt even bother to call Mandla although the thought of him sleeping at another womans bed sent chills down my spine, I did the daily routine ndayofika emsebenzini, it was work and usual. I worked till late this time, I even forgot I had to pick up Lulo, I knew Mandla did though. . . As I was knocking off Luu wangena, nana is it a bad time? He asked, a part of me wanted to kill him esajamile but a small part of me was happy about his presence. I sat down as he sat ontop of my desk, we had a brief chat which was interrupted by an incoming call from Mandla, I picked up Mandla, Mbalentle uphi elixesha!? He asked, emsebenzini? I replied, abantwana aba bakho uthi bahoywa nguban xa uzophangela late ungatshongo he again asked, khange ndizihluphe ngompendula because ndabona nje uba unkabi ufuna nje uxabana nam. I cut the call and asked Luzuko to excuse me ngelithi I needed to rush home, he agreed and we said our goodbyes with a brief hug. I drove straight home, as I got in I noticed the house was quiet, I greeted Mandla obehleli esofeni, baphi abantwana!? I asked, ndimoshe nje ngobuza lombuzo while standing next to him, I dont know where it came from but ndava ngempama, kraaaa maaarn yaz uyandonyanyisa, undibuza abantwana unukana neperfume zamadoda he said furious as ever, I remembered the brief hug Luu and I had, ndagcwali cheeky ngalomzuzu, hay fokoff Mandla marn ucinga ndijongene nabafazi bodwa kula surgery? Khona undibethelani? Ziphelile punching bags egymin, ndithe ndingekagqibi wabe ezigalela ezinye mpama, sendiphantsi akandiyeka! I felt the back sharp pain again and that is when I bled, I bled so heavily that I lost consciousness. The next thing I know ndivuka sele ndisesbhedlele, I involuntarily opened my eyes and near the door I saw Mandla pacing, he seemed frustrated and angry at the same time, I moaned as I tried to move and every bone in my body hurt, kwangathi ndimtsalile, he got to me brushing my hair and begging for forgiveness, uthe esacela oloxolo the doctor got it, it was Dr K, hey wena, you scared us he said smiling at me, I wanted to speak but I couldnt. Him and Mandla had a brief chat and I could see the frustration and regret in Mandlas body movement, he let a few tears escape his eyes before they both came to me. Mrs Gusana Im very sorry to tell you that youve lost your baby, and Im also very sorry to tell you that during whatever happened you lost a lot of blood and your womb was infected by this including the illness you had which we were still researching about, now this has left me no other option but to perform a hysterectomy on you, I sat there frozen as he finished his last sentence, bendimithe nin khona? I bought the pill njena. ndajonga uMandla obethwale izandla, tell your lawyer to draw up the papers now! Was all I managed to say. I looked at Keith and said Do what you have to do, I was booked for the morning malunga ne operation, Mandla sat in the same ward I was in and never spoke but his tears did the talking, everytime I movedwayetsiba kuqala. I wanted to call my father but I couldnt kuba I had no phone and I was in no mood to ask Mandla for his, sithe sisahleli njalo, I rang the bell for painkillers, the nurses came one by one bezenza busy caba ndizokrotywa nomyen lo wam ohlonitshiweyo. After some time Mandla spoke, abantwana bahambe noNoli and your father, I said wed spend the weekend in Port Alfred . I didnt care that he told me that because yinto engawayenze before andibethe. I dont know when but I fell asleep. The very next day I woke up sendivuselwa uvasa, Mandla held me wandisa kwi bathroom and bathed me, as much as I hated his touch I knew I needed him. Ugqiba nje kwam ndifike sendilindwe yibhedi ezondisa kwi operation room, as the bed was moving I took time to reflect on my life, I started thinking of how I dreamt my life would be, how hurt I was that Mandla turned into such an animal but I blamed a part of me for his actions, nothing can ever be fixed at this moment, it was over and for good.
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