Insert #99 There was no time to ask stupid questions because it was evidant that kuphuma isisu, I called Mandla immediatly, in panick I told him exactly whats going on. Its amazing that instead of an ambulance I called my husband, the one person I always knew I could turn to, my marriage was not sweet as honey but I loved my husband, he assured me that everything was going to be okay and that I should not panick, within no time an ambulance arrived yabheke Mandela indlela, Noli encwina endleleni and all I could think about was, who was the father?, I mean Noli always stayed with the kids ixesha lojola ebelibhaqaphi but than again she was a woman. We got to the hospital and Mandla was already there, the twins were screaming and kicking ndingazi noba bebelilelani, Lulo was quiet the entire time ebane ebathuthuzela, I took them omnye waphathwa nguMandla, luckily Noli was attended to engalindanga. After a couple of hours ndibane ndincancisa, Mandla asked, is a divorce really what you want? For a few seconds I kept quiet than I replied yes, he didnt say a word, I went to check on Noli and found her sleeping, I had to go home, the twins needed to bath and it was getting late. I drove back home and I decided to listen to the radio, the talk was about marriage, ibingathi bekuthethwa nam, I listened to all the advices and finally decided to stick to my decision. I got home ndagqibezela upakisha, I packed all the things I needed more especially into zabantwana, Lulo oko ethule, he did not even eat. I packed the suitcases neatily in my car than waited for Mandla to arrive, within 2 hours he arrived ehamba noNoli, I told her she could go and rest which she did, I explained to Mandla that he could see his kids nanini na but I wanted nothing to do with him. He barely said a word instead nodded a everything I said, as I was walking out of the door I felt cold and alone, kwangathi ndijike but I knew I had to get away from all this madness, Lulo cried and finally told me he wanted to remain with both his parents, I could feel the hurt my son was feeling but I knew I could no longer stay in this marriage, as I walked away Lulo stood still and didnt move an inch, boy masambe I said, afuni he replied, my son decided to stay behind with his father. Ndithe ndovula ucango lwemoto, Mandla walked towards me and held me so tightly that I could feel the warmth inside me, Ill always love you Marhadebe yaye ndiyaxolisa sisi ngokuvisa ubuhlungu iminyaka emingaka, akwaba uThixo angakwazi ungena phakathi kwethu asihlalise ndawonye kwakhona, andiyonto ngaphandle kwakho tuu he said, as he finished his words a few tears escaped from his eyes, Lord help me ndithini xa kunje was the small prayer I said.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 04:58:43 +0000
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