Is It Hate OR Love ~ Written By: Bhavini Shah Chapter 33 Recap: Her eyes glimmered again with tears...He cupped her face with both of his hands... He kisses softly on her close eyes then kisses her on her teary wet cheeks... rubs his face on her cheeks then took her in his arms strongly... and whispers... Jodha I love you so much... I cant imagine staying apart from you for a second... I will die without you... Jodha with her heavy throat... Jalal I love you too... Moon was shedding tears with his peaceful glow... Cool wind was blowing calmer to give rest to this couple...Jodha finally sleep on his lap with immense satisfaction of his closeness and warmth... he caress her hair and face for long to give her comfort...Entire night they spend on swing with the warmth of their closeness... Jalal was gazing at her innocent fearful face for long. Many times his eyes drizzle seeing her in this state... He didnt realized when sleep took over him... Both of them same question in their mind...what will happen with the first ray of the sun...? Chapter 33: Early Morning... First Ray of the Sun wakes him up... he is alone sitting on swing... His heart stops beating... extremely panic and alarm... He shouts out loud... Jodha... Loudly with fearful sound he yelled again...JODHA... entire palace echoed back with tremor... Four guards came running in the chamber. Jalal rant to looking for her the bathroom... changing room... art room... but she is nowhere, finally his eyes catches Krishna Temple in diwan khana... A Divine jyot of diya is still burning... but statue of Lord Krishan is missing... Seeing that his heart shattered into million pieces... His face filled with alarm... His doubt cleared but still he cant accept it... He felt like suddenly his life came to an end... He is constantly looking at the empty temple in a shock without a blink ... He stands there like a statue... his life stopped at that moment... His mind had million thoughts within a minute... Entire night he feared for this moment. He knew Jodha will leave him for her and his self-respect. He thought about that many time since yesterday but in reality is so different... A big storm was forming inside and outside... Dark cloud floating over the sky... Suddenly a very heavy gusty wind started to knock on the window and doors... All curtains started to flew in the wind... A steady flame started blow with the wind... Seeing dancing flame a thunder fell on his heart... In a flick he ran to the temple to save his last hope of that divine Jyot... He surrounded his hand to save the moving flame... He screamed thunderously and instructs guards to close door and window quickly... Seeing stable flame of divine jyot, a tear rolled out from his eyes with mix feeling of pain and smile... Loud roar of lighting with crackled sound cloud began to dazzle with heavy unshed tears... Within minute his life went upside down... he is sitting by the temple... still his hand surrounded by stable Jyot... He is mind still has no strength to think further... His inner soul has gone missing from his body... Completely broken soul and body sitting in different corner of the room searching for his existence ... Moti and Abdul came running to Jodhas room... Seeing Jalals terrified condition both of them eyes gleamed with tears... All other guards are standing there with shock and fear watching their shenshah in this horrified condition... Moti is weeping standing in a corner holding green roll of the paper... Abdul told everyone to leave them alone...then slowly he came near Jalal and bends down on his knees and sat next to Jalal ... In a very low tone he said Shenshah, Jalal didnt respond... his all sense has freezed... His ears didnt hear his sound... Abdul with little louder sound: Shenshah... Jalal didnt respond to his sound... His eyes still stuck at Jyot... Abdul put his hand on his shoulder... No response from him...Abdul with loud sound Jalal... and shake him by his shoulder... His unconscious body fall on Abduls arms... Jalals open eyes with unconscious body gave a big shock to Abdul... Abdul screamed loudest he could... Shenshah... sound of his roar reflected back in the palace few times... Moti ran out to call Hakim sahiba ... With the help of few guards Abdul put Jalals unconscious body on bed... Within no time entire chamber filled with people... Hamida bano is crying loud seeing Jalals condition... Rukaiya came running to see Jalal... before she goes near Jalal... Hamida yell with anger: Rukaiya wahi ruk jao... She gave her painful angry look... with loud angry roar... she said... Rukaiya begum...begum E khaas... AApko Jo karna tha vo kar chuki ho aap... Ab aapke magar mazch (crocodile tears) ke aasoo ko leke apne kamre me jai ye... Seeing her extreme anger and insult Rukaiya ran out of the room... Maham heart filled with peace seeing Jalals condition she was feeling immense pleasure, she went back to her chamber to celebrate her vicotry... Hakim Sahiba ran in the room to see Jalals condition... His pulse very running little slow... After checking his condition immediately she made lep for him and spread on his forehead... Hamida with fearful voice Hakim Sahiba Kese hai mera baccha, Hakim: Shenshah doorst hai... Unko kisi sadme ki vajah se yeh halat hai... Bahothi jald hosh me aajayege... Hamida felt immense relief... Jalal came in conscious in a few minute... As soon as he opened his eyes... he saw Hamida caressing on his head... her eye looked moist... Swiftly he got up from the bed, First word he said in a vulnerable tone... Jodha... and his eyes brimmed with tears... Hamida gave him a warm hug... and Jalal cried out loud on her shoulder for long... her gentle soft touch with immense love and care gave him a support... Suddenly his brain and heart poured with energy and strength ...It strike him that He needs to find out where Jodha is ... He immediately breaks his hug and looked at Abdul... And said... Look for Jodha begum... she has left the palace... Send people in every direction in search of her... Abdul with respect said Ji shenshah... before he leaves... Jalals eyes caught Moti in the corner, her face was sparkling with unstoppable tears and pain... Seeing her face Jalal could tell Moti knew when Jodha left... He stopped Abdul... ruko abdul shayad Moti ko pata hoga Jodha begum kis disha me gayi hai... Before Jalal called Moti came forward with choking sound... Shenshah, Hume maaf kar dijye... hum ne Jodha begum ko vachan diya hai hum aapko kuch nahi bata sakte... aur hume unho ne yeh nahi bataya ki vo kaha ja rahi hai... hum ne sirf unke liye ek ghode ka hi prabandh karne ke liye kaha tha...Hum isse jyada kuch nahi bata sakte ki vo kis disha ki taraf gayi hai... hum majboor hai ... with trembling voice she added, Jodha begum ne hume yeh patra aapke liye diya hai... Aur unho ne yeh binanti ki hai ki yeh patra aap aekant me sirf aap ke mitra Abdul se hi padhvaye... She had no courage to meet eyes with Jalal... with lowered eyes she gave letter to Jalal... Everyone left room without saying a word... Jalal gave letter to Abdul and walked by the big zarokha... heavy rain and rolling thunder was creating waves in his heart... Abdul started to read letter... Mere Preey JALALHeart... (As soon as he heard... Jalal... a lots of beautiful moment came in his mind... how he begged her to call him Jalal...A lonesome tear trickled down from his cheek...) Prnam!!!! Sabse pehle hum aapse apne dil se mafi magnte hai... Hume yeh soch ne se bhi dar lagta hai ki aap ki iss vakt kya mano dasha hogi... Humari koi galti na hone ke bavjud aaj hum aapke gunegar hai... Humare karan aapko yeh asim pida mili hai... Bhagaya ne sirf hume chuna hota, to yeh hum judai ka zeher haste haste pi lete... par humari bevkufi ki saja aapko bhi mili hai... Aapki aakho me jo dard humne kal dekha tha wo humare liye asahy tha... hum me itni takat nahi ki aapki ye vivshtha ko bardast kar sake... Aapka swabhimaan humare liye sarvochha hai... Hum mehel me reh kar aapko aur vivash nahi kar sakte... puri rat sochne ke baad humne yeh niranay liya hai... humara jivan ab nadi ke do kinaro ki tarah hai... Jo kabhi mil nahi sakte... Aap ne Hum se ek din has ke pucha tha Main kaha basta hoon Tumhare dil me ya aankho me... Humne us vakt aapse kaha tha... vakt aane par batayenge... To suniye... Aap rehte ho meri har saanso main, Dil main, mere harek khayalo main, meri harek dhadkan mein... aap baste ho hamari ruh main, hamari har nas nas me aap hi baste ho... par shayad aap meri takdir mein nahi ho... Hamari yeh ek binanti hai aapse... sayaad yeh aapko saza lage... aapko humare prem ki kasam...Aap bikhar ke toot mat jaana... Aansuon ko palkon pe Laaya Na Kijiye; Dil Ki Baatein Har Kisi ko Bataya na Kijye; Log mutthi Mein Namak Liye Firte Hain; Apne Har Jakham ko Dikhaya Na Kijye!!!!! Humari aapse yeh binate swikar kijye... aap apne aasoo ko chupa ke har vakat haste rahiye... Jis ne bhi hume juda kiya hai uska vohi irada hai ki aap bikhar jaye... Aur yeh hote hue hum dekh nahi sakte... (Jalals eyes dazzale with tears and said... Luta kar mera sabkuch chale gaye aap... Aur ye aakhri hukum de diya Ahista se... bikhar ke toot na jana humdum) wah Jodha begum wah... aapki mohabat ka koi jawab nahi... Jate jate aap humare aansoo ko bhi le gayi... Abdul continued reading letter... Hum aapse ek jaruri baat batana chahte hai... Yeh baat hum kal hi batane wale the par hum apni akhari mohabbat ke pal ko yeh baat se vyarth nahi karna chahate the...Hum jante hai yeh sun ne ke baad aapke dil ko bahot badi desh lagne wali hai... ek bada sa tufan aane wala hai... Kaash us vakt hum aapke saath hote... hum aapko tutne hue nahi dekh sakte... Apko hamari kasam, BIKHAR KE TOOT NA JANA... (she tells everything what happened between Maham... Rukaiya and her... How she got tricked, At the Jungle she saw Maham talking to Hakim... and medicine bottle... and Whole night she was waiting outside... Why she cooked food for her... why she served food to Rukaiya everything mentioned in the the letter) I know that you will probably be surprise and shocked hearing this. I didnt want to tell you anything without any proof but I have made a big mistake for not telling everything in advance. My conclusion is this was preplanned by Maham Manga your Badi Ammi to trap me in it. I think she is taking a revenge for Adhams death and she knows very well you completely shattered after our separation... She wants to see your downfall... She wants to see you in vulnerable condition... Your every tear will be grievance by her for Adhams death. I know hearing this about Badi Ammi, your heart will not be ready to believe it... I am really sorry for not informing about her plan in advance... you are paying for my stupidity ... I am your culprit... please forgive me if possible. Abdul stopped reading to see Jalals reaction... Jalal with shock turn towards Abdul...he forgot his sorrow... His eyes filled with extreme rage and anger... He knew his badi ammi very well... at that second he knew that this entire game played by Maham... He was going through many emotions in that second... His heart was not ready to accept that his badi ammi could do this... but his mind was winning very strongly... Jalals doubt about his badi ammi little by little was increasing but today he was sure in a second this entire trick was played by Maham... His heart cried out in pain of deep scar on his soul. In low tone... he said... Badi amiii Abdul continue reading... Ho sake to aapki nadan Jodha ko maaf kar dijyega... Hame jis tarah Badi Ammi ne iss baar itne ghilone ilzaam me fasaya hai itni safai se ki hume nahi lagta hum aapse phirse mil payenge... Shayad Akhri baar...Hum aapse yeh kehna chahte hai ki hum aapse bepanah mohabbat karte hai...humare dil me aapke naam ka Deepak humesa prajvalit rahega... Aap humse door hoke bhi utne hi karib rahenge... Teri har ada Mohabbat si lagti hai Ek pal ki Judai Muddat si lagti hai Pehle nahi par ab sochne lage hai hum ki Zindgi ke har lamhe me teri jarurat si lagti hai... Aapko Akhari pranam... Aapki aur sirf aapki janmo janam ke liye... Junglee billi... ------------------------- Tear tickled down with little smirk on his face hearing Junglee billi... Abdul also had tear seeing Jalals pain... With heavy voice he asked... Jalal, Kya hum iss khat ko phir se padh ke sunaye... Jalal looked at him with extreme pain... and he put his hand on his heart and said iss khat ka harek lafz... yaha pe jad gaya hai... Yeh humari Jodha begum ke labz hai... He took letter from his hand... and kisses on the letter and put that letter on his heart... Unstoppable tears flooding out without any noise... Then he told Abdul with heavy heart... hum kuch der ke liye akele rehna chahenge... Humara sab saman yahi pe rakhva do... aaj se hum humari Jodha begum ke paas yahi pe rahenge... Turant unhe thundne ke liye charo disha me logo ko bhej do... Jalal is alone in the room... He feels her presence in every little thing in the room, which makes him more helpless, he is resting on the bed next to where Jodha use to sleep... He cuddle with her pillow and broke down with loud cry... There were deep scars on his heart... he shouts out loud ...Jodha chali aao vapas...hum tumhare bina nahi ji payenge... He cried for hours and At last he accepted that she has left him alone... He gets up from the bed to wash his face... and look in to the mirror and promise him... Jodha I know you are innocent and I will prove you innocent... it is my responsibility to wash this big blame from your head... Soon we will be together... I will find out the truth no matter what happens... this time Jalalludin Mohammad will look for the culprit... Jodha this is the toughest war of our lives... I cant afford to lose this war... I will fight... I will fight till end... No one will see Jalals inner turmoil... I will come to get you back my Junglee billi... Jalal with the letter walks in Mahams chamber without any annoucement... Maham sitting on the sofa... with close eye... she had pleasant smile on her face... Jalal saw her face with smirk on it... He knows this smirk on Maham... she always rest like this after every war... Jalal with very sobre tone... Badi Ammi Maham wake with shock to hear Jalal in her room... Jalal glance on her expression of hiding her smirk... Jalal with sly smile sarcasm tone... Aap aapke chehre ki ronak ki kuch aur hai... Aaj kitne dino baat humne ye mushkurahat dekhi hai... bada shukun hai aapke chehre pe...Adham ke jane ke baad aap shayad yeh aapki pehli muskan hai... Maham realize that Jalal has notice her happiness in her smile... to hide her emotion with fake tone... Jab tum itna udas ho to hum kese khush ho sakte hai... Jalal with sad tone sach keh rahi ho aap... Aapke siva ab yaha hai koun mera... Ammi Jaan apse ek gujarish hai... Maham with relief... Ha kaho Jalal... Jalal could feel her fake sympathy... He said Badi Ammi , Jodha humare liye yeh khat chod ke gayi hai... Kya aap yeh hume padh ke suna sakte hai...Hum nahi chahte koi aur yeh khat padhe... aapke alava hum kisi pe yakin nahi karte... Maham smirk and got letter from Jalal... She started to read... She said every word... Jalal showed some emotions ... She stopped for a few seconds and looked at Jalal... Her facial expression changed with fear... she purposely skipped entire part about her conspirancy and end the letter with Junglee billi... Jalal immediately could read her face that she was the one who is culprit... His broken heart shattered in to more pieces... his heart was telling him ...may be ...but that doubt also cleared... Now his heart and mind both knew that she is a killer of his baby... she is a killer of his dream... she is the one because of her he is separated from Jodha... his blood was boiling inside... He kept his complete cool... He wanted to prove Jodha innocent... and wanted to catch Maham with proof... Jalal requested Maham to read that letter for him again... This time her voice was fumbling... It was clearing showing from her action that she was hiding something... She again skips that part... While she was reading, Jalal was thinking about the beautiful moment he spends with his Badi Ammi... How she was running behind him to feed ... How she was teaching him about politics every day like his teacher... How she was feeling happy with his every victory...little by little his anger was melting in to pain...by the time Maham finished reading letter again ... Jalal eye was filled with immense sorrow and pain, he was feeling there were millions of thorn on his heart... every throne was pricking his heart... he wanted to scream in pain... Badi Ammis betrayal was unbearable for him... He trusted very few people in his life... He realize how lonely he is... His eyes finally dripped from the corner of his vulnerable eyes... those eyes were screaming out loud and asking Why badi ammi?Why? Maham finished letter and looked at the Jalals condition... Seeing his pain her heart was dancing inside... Jalal could see everything crystal clear... he could even sense her happiness in his pain... Without saying a word he grabs a letter from her and walked out of her room... Maham didnt even realize that Jalal knows everything... She thought Jalal was in pain hearing Jodhas letter... Jalal came out of the Mahams chamber... He wanted to tell everything to Rukaiya... he wanted to tell her that Maham is the one who killed her unboned child... she has murder her kid... Jalal recall court scene... How disgustingly she behaves with Jodha... How she punished Jodha? He decided not tell anything... until he collect solid proof against Maham... Immediately he called Abdul and told him everything... also inform him about how Maham skipped paragraph from the letter... They made up plan... 1st part was to keep away Resham from Maham... decided to send out fake pegam from her family problem so she leave the palace and in between she will arrested until entire matter resolve... put secret agent in her replacement as a Mahams helper... Keep watch on her every move day and night... 2nd part was to find out about Hakim... which hakim gave that ark to Maham... Jalal decided to talk to palace hakim himself to see if she was the one who was involve... 3rd take all power from her tactfully from her ... With help of hakim mixing some medicines which make her feel sick and weak... Abdul with worried, Shenshah yeh plan ko puri tarah se amal me lane ke liye kum se kum do se tin mahine bhi lag sakte hai... Hume pata nahi kab kya sabot mile... aapko lagta hai hume pukta sabot ke liye rukna chahiye... hume lagta hai vaha tak jab aapko pura yakin hai ki yeh Badi Ammi ka hi kiya dhara hai to itna lamba intzaar kyu kare... Jalal with very sobre tone: Nahi Abdul... Badi ammi ki padvi koi aam nahi hai... Aur iss baar Jodha begum par ilzam lagaya gaya hai... hum nahi chahte humari praja humse sawal kare ... humne kis buniyad par Maham ko gunegar thehraya... Yeh koi aam jung nahi hai... Yeh jung humari mohabbat ki hai... usse hum yakinan jitana hai... Abdul agreed with Jalals point of view... He felt so proud on Jalal for his long vision in his this critical and emotional time... Probably for him today is the worst day in his life... Plan executed and started to work ... Resham got replaced with secret agent... Jalal himself went to see Hakim to his clinic... Jalal asked her everything... How she realized that she found ark in the food... the way she answered every questions... Jalal knew she was not involved... Suddenly Jalal saw Hakim assistant wearing very expensive Jewelry... Which really surprise him... how come she has this expensive Jewelry... Without saying a word Jalal walked out of that clinic... He put Agent behind Hakims assistant... Jalal got medicine from Hakim for his 3rd steps...Maham started to show sign of weakness and dizziness at the time of DWK... Few times she fell in DWK in two weeks... Day by day she was getting weaker and sick... Fifteen days passed... Everything is the same in the palace... The Sun rise from the east with shades of orange glow... Birds were chirping with melodious songs... Flowers were blooming... Moon shine with his glory... For Jalal everything was lifeless... He lost all colors from his life ... His routine became mechanical... His heart was not getting pleasure in anything... soothing music was giving him immense pain... Glow of the moon was giving him burning sensation... With anger he was looking at the sun everyday...As soon as he closes his eyes to pray, Jodhas innocent tearful face comes in front of his eyes... He was not even able to concentrate on prayer...Jalal has learned to gulp his tears and how to keep a fake smile on his face... His life became mechanical... There was not even a second he didnt thought about Jodha... The second he gets pause from work... his mind run to capture him in Jodhas thoughts... His heart was deeply wounded by Maham... and pain of separation from Jodha was eating him up inside... His days were passing quickly but many nights were filled with tears... he sat by the divine Jyot for hours... Only this Jyot was giving him peace... was giving him assurance of his Jodhas existence...In his very busy schedule with Maham mission was keeping him alive... His frustration was increasing day by day... It was almost two weeks and he failed to get any proof against Maham ... There was no news from anywhere about Jodha... Soliders were searching for her in every temple... villages... Ashrams but No one got success ... Jalal had to work with Maham with fake smile everday... On other side Maham was shocked to see Jalal completely in control... the way he was handling his work and controlling his emotion was bothering her... Her plan worked but didnt impact on Jalal... Jodha was out from his life but still he was in complete control and more involve in work... Diwan E Khaas was filled with many people including Maham Managa, There was discuss about Abul Mali betrayal going on... Maham got up to give her opinion about this issue and After about twenty days medicine worked and she started to feel dizzy... and lost her balance...This was fourth or fifth time happened in front of many people... Jalal got up from his throne and gave her support and made her sit... and She felt better in few minute... Jalal with fake care and anger at Maham: Badi Ammi, Aap apni sehat ka khyal nahi rakhti hai... pure din diwan ke kaam me mashroof rehti hai... Ab aapki umar ho chuki hai... Ab aapko kaam karne ki zarorat nahi hai... Aap ko ab apna samay Allah ki ibadat ke liye dena chahiye... Hum appke baite hai... aur aap humari Badi Ammi... hum aapko ye halat me dekh nahi sakte...Aaj se aap Vajire aliya ke pad se hum aapko riha karte hai... Hearing this Maham got shocked and said... Nahi Jalal hum bilkul durast hai... Jalal with little antry with sarcasm tone; Nahi Badi Ammi... aab bahot ho gaya... aapne bahot kuch kar liya hai hamare liye... aur hamare dil ke liye... ab aur nahi... Jalal with very sad face and commending tone; Hum yeh ilan karte hai...ki Aaj se Vajire Aliya apne padh se riha ho rahi hai... Yeh fesla unki sehat ko made rakhte hue humne liya hai... Jab tak hum Vajire ki pad ke liye kisi aur ko niyukt kar tab tak Aghdha Khan unka kaam sambhalenge... Aur hamara yeh hukum hai aaj se koi bhi sarkari karvahi ke liye Humari Badi Ammi ko pareshan na kiya jaye... Unho ne aaj tak hume bahot kuch diya hai... ab unhe aaram karna chahiye... Aur unke baite hone ne nati yeh humara farz hai... Yeh sunke Maham ke pero tale se zamin khishak gayiShocked... Her eyes got widen in shock... Her dream... Her position... Her power... everything taken away in friction of secondOuch... The way Jalal announced in a very firm manner... She couldnt say a word... Hamida, Rukaiya both didnt understood why Jalal suddenly took this big decision... Jalal order one of the dasi that take badi ammi carefully to her chamber... she needs to relax... she needs to take care of herself... Jalal talk to himself... Maham Manga... This is just a beginning... You have given me bloody tears and now its your turn... Your most valuable things your power and position, I have taken away from you... Aap ne hi sikhai hai yeh sari siyasi chal... Jesi karni vesi bharni... Maham was feeling so helpless... It was bigger shock than Adhams death... Jalal inform Agdha that he needs to shift to Mahams chamber. That chamber is belongs to Vajire of the saltanat... Please arrange to give Maham a chamber... and this thing does need to be done by tonight... Agdha was also surprised with Jalals order... He said... Jo hukum Shenshah... It was afternoon lunch time... Maham was in her chamber was sitting sad... Resham left... Adham died... Now her power gone... She never felt this helpless in her life... Jalal came in her chamber to see her health with the dasi holding food for Maham... Jalal came inside and ask Maham how you are feeling now... With low tone Maham said... Jalal hume aapse yeh ummid nahi thi... humne kabhi nahi socha tha ki aap hume iss tarah apne hode se riha kar denge... Jalal with fake concern... Badi Ammi, Aapko apki sehat ki fikar nahi... par hume to hai na... Chaliye ab aap khana kha ligye... Dasi ne khane ki plate mayz (table) pe rakhi... Khana dekte hai... Maham chillai... Yeh kaya utha ke le aai ho... Hum kya yeh khichdi khayenge... Jalal: Badi Ammi, aap isko na daate humne apke liye yeh khana mangvaya hai... Yehi khana apki sehat ke liye durust hai... Aur aaj se aap aesa hi halka khana khayegi... humare liye... apke baite ke liye... Maham: Jalal hume kuch nahi hua hai... hum thik hai... Jalal man me vo hame bhi pata hai... Badi ammi, aapki sehat thik nahi hai... aapko yahi khana hai... Diwan ka samay ho gaya hai... hum chalte hai... then he instruct dasi...that do inform me if she doesnt finish this food... and dont give her any other food ... She needs to take care of herself... Jalal walked out from her room with little smile and pain mixed feeling on his face... In evening Aghdha came to Mahams room and inform her that she need to vacate this Vajir chamber... She has been allocated different room. Hearing this Maham got another shockShocked... Her eyes filled with angerAngry... She screamed out loud... You have forgotten who I am... Vajire Aliya Maham Manga... How dare you ordering me to vacate this room... I have spent many years here and you telling me to leave this room... Aghdha... gushtakhi maaf... Maham Manga ji... Maham was hearing first time her name from Agdhas mouth... She scremed again... Kya kaha gushakh... Tumhari itni himmat ki tum hume humare naam se bula rahe ho... Agadha: Hum to sirf Shenshah ke hukum ka palan kar rahe hai... Yeh dekhiye unka hukum nama... Unho ne yeh hukum diya hai app yeh chamber ko issi vakt khali kar de... Maham... Kya... uski aankhe badi karke usne ... hukum nama padha... Aghdah called people to help for moving... Mahams eyes filled with extreme rage and tears... She felt someone pound on her head with hammer... She wanted to scream... She felt she had nothing left... Jalal took away her dignity... her power... Finally with pain and tears... she moved out of the chamber... Since Jodha left from palace Jalal stopped going to Harem... Rukaiya tried to see him many time but every time Jalal denied her request... Day by day Jalal guilt was increasing with his frustration... he was not getting success in finding Jodha and Culprit. Secret Agent came with information about Hakims assistant... that suddenly Hakims assistance has spending lot of money...bought house, jewelry ... Her life style completely change in three weeks... Jalal doubt confirmed that she is involved with Maham... Jalal called Hakims assistant to his chamber... She enters in the chamber... her face was filled extreme fear... her entire body was shivering... Seeing her face Jalal smirk... Jalal asked her with very controlling tone: Wahida, tumhe kese marna pasnad karogi... Hathi ke pero tale... fasi ke fande se ya (with loud yell Jalal walked towards her with extreme anger ) tumara gala dabane se... his filled with firey anger and he yelled again... BOLO KYU KIYA KATAL... ISS SALTANAT KE VARIS KA KATAL KIYA HAI TUMNE... KISKE KEHNE PE KIYA... AB TUMHE MAHAM MANGA BACHANE KE LIYE NAHI AAYEGI... seeing Jalals tremendous anger and Mahams name ... She thought Jalal knows everything... She started to cry... and started pleading for her life... hume maaf kar dijye shenshah... hume ne to sirf dhture ka ark diya tha... par Rukaiya begum pet se nahi thi... Hum ne iss saltant ke varish ka katal nahi kiya hai... Hum kabhi itna bada gunah nahi kar saket... peso ki lalach me aake humne Maham manga ko dharture ka ark jarur diya tha ... jisse vo Jodha begum ko fasa sake... Par Rukaiya begum kabhi pet se thi hi nahi... Hearing this Jalal walked two steps back from her... his ears couldnt believe what he just heard... Rukaiya was never pregnant? She was involved with Maham in this conspirancy... It was bombshell Shock for Jalal... His entire body felt numb... Rukaiya... KYA... Rukaiya... his eyes widen in shock... Rukaiya played this big game... she played with entire saltants emotion... With big crackled lighting with thunder... struck to his heart... Jodha left him... Maham betrayed him... and now Rukaiya... Within seconds... everthing around him started to move... His entire face filled with sweat... He felt like someone his hammering on his head... he sneak his both hands in hair ... his all strength vanished with one sentence... He bends and sits on his kness... He screamed... Yaa Allah...Rukaiya...my childhood best friend...my first wife... my backbone... how she could betray me this brutally... She knew how desperate I was for a child... She played with my desire and emotions... She knew how deeply I love Jodha... She broke my heart and dreams... My dreams of little angel... My dreams of little prince... She never thought about once even how I will shatter when my dream breaks... Rukaiya I have given everything you wished for and you knew that I dont love you... I never said that I love you... and this is your love... In love people dont hurt each other... Jalal realize that wahida still standing their shivering... Jalal called guard and instruct him to lock her up in next room and no one should know about this... He also guides him to use door from his chamber... He called another guard in his chamber and told him I want to see Abdul urgently... go get him immediately... Seeing Jalals pale face Abdul got scared... Kya hua Shenshah, Sab thik to hena... With heavy heart and tone Jalal told entire conversation with wahida... Abduls got shocked hearing this... He understood immediately what Jalal was going through... He put his hand on Jalal and said... Jalal hume pata hai iss wakt aapki kya halat hai... Hoshla rakho sab thik ho jayega... Jalal with sacrasum tone repeated his sentence... Abdul kya thik ho jayega... Humara sab kuch to loot chuka hai... Jisko humne Ma aur Jisko humne apni sabse karibi dost aur begum ka darza diya... usne hi bedardi se iss dil pe khanzar chalaya hai... Ab to hume apne dushman se jyada apno se dar lagata hai... Pehle Adham Khan fir Abul Mali aur ab Rukaiya aur Maham... Kya bacha hai zindgi me ab... Jodha begum hume chod ke chali gayi... Jisko mene apna samja unhone to dushman se bhi jyada ghav diye hai... Abdul with sad tone: Jalal, Tum aese apna hoshla mat haro... hume sabse pehle humare maksad ko pura karna hai... Humko Sabke samne Jodha begum ko nirdosh sabit karna hai... Ab age ki socho... Jalal with deep breath out ... Abdul I have a plan... Rukaiya and Maham both receives urgent message from Wahida (hakims assistant)... Come see me immediately in fifteen minute in next to the clinic room... this is very urgent... If you dont come now than I will have no choice other than reveal the truth. Seeing that letter Maham facial expression change... she started to sweat in winter... fearful face and nervousness spread on her face... Jalal walked in her Chamber same time without announcement to see her face... Maham fumble seeing Jalal... see rolled back the letter and tried to hide but was too late... Jalal asked her Badi Ammi; why you love so nervous... and sweating in winter... Are you feeling okay...? Maham with scrabbling voice... ji Jalal...sab thik hai... Vo to aaj hava kuch kum hai iss liye... Jalal with very casual tone; what letter is this Badi Ammi? I am sure its not official then who wrote this letter to you... Maham in nervousness... Jalal yeh kuch khas nahi... Resham ka khat hai... Jalal smirk at Maham... Aur batai ye aapki tabiyat to doorast hena... aap ko yeh karma to pasand aaya na... Jalal wanted see her more nervousness... she supposes to see Wahida in few minutes... Jalal didnt want to give her much time to think... so spend about ten minutes and leave her chamber... Jalal walk in to Rukaiyas chamber quietly without any announcement after fifteen days... He wanted see her expression too... When Jalal entered she was reading letter from Wahida... Her face completely turned pale, sacred and angry... Jalal quietly watching her while she was reading... she throw letter on the floor and started to walk fast in the room... Her behavior confirmed Jalals one percent doubt that she was also involved... He didnt felt like taking to her... He gave last disgusting look to her...he walked out of her room without saying a word... A lonely one tear rolled from his eyes... with deep breath out... he wiped his tear back to his mission... Maham and Rukaiya both with nervous and scary expression... walk to the chamber... where Wahida was waiting for both of them... Rukaiya and Maham both entered in the room at the same time... and looked around and make sure no one was looking at them... Rukaiya with angry tone yelled at Wahida: Badtmiz, Namakharam... Yeh pegam kyu bheja hai... Aur iss tarah hume yaha bulane ka anjam to janti ho na... Hum begum e khaas hai... Wahida looked at both of them and said... Aap hume maaf kar dijye ... par humne itna bada gunah kiya hai... Rukaiya begum ki judhi hamal (pregnancy) aur Maham ne jo hame Dhatoore ke ark... yeh sab baate soch ke ab hume dar lagta hai... hum yaha aur samay ke liye kaam nahi kar sakte... hume kisi bhi vakt pakde jane ka dar lagta hai... Hume apna mooh bandh rakhne ke liye aakhri baar paach hajar dinar chahiye... Rukaiya with extreme anger... Kamini, Zahil... tuje pata hai tu kis se dhamki de rahi hai... Humne tuje dinar nahi diye to tu sabko batayegi ki humari humal juthi thi aur sab man jayenge... Humne yeh sab puri safai ke sath kiya hai... bade hakim sahiba ko bhi pata nahi chala ki hum hamal se nahi the... Ja jo karna hai kar le... upar se tu hi puri zindgi ke liye ked me jayegi... Maham with anger and loud voice... lalchi kambakht aurut tera pet nahi bhara humne tuje pach hajar dinar diye the... ab tu aaj hi yaha se nahi chali gayi to me tuje hum dhamki de rahe hai... kan khol ke sun... Tu sidhe sidhe agra se chali ja vara teir vo halat hogi kit u mout ke dua karegi. Jalal... Salima... Hamida... Abdul... Fufi... Aghdha... Maulvi... Everyone where hiding and listening to their conversation... Jalal and every one came out ... Jalal came with clap ...and loudly yelled wah RUKAIYA wah... he continued clapped... Seeing everyone in the chamber... Maham and Rukaiya both were numb stuck... Their eyes widen in fear... They both were caught red handed... Jalal walks near Rukaiya and slap her three time hard... He slaps her so hard she started to bleed from corner of her lips... She is shivering and crying seeing Jalals anger... She tried to talk it out... Jalal... before she uttar word... Jalal yelled with wounded fuming red eyes... ek aur labz nahi... Everyone got scared seeing Jalals monstrous anger... His blood was boiling to kill her... he shouts out loud... you bloody rascal... you scoundrel... you played with my emotions... you have hurt every single person in my saltanat... you lied about pregnancy... what kind of women you are... Disgusting... I am feeling shame of myself to say that you were my nearest friend... your betrayal will be written in the history with black ink... you gave me dream to shatter it... Shame on... You have defamed Mughal sultanat... You dont deserve to be a mother... Rukaiya ran to get shelter form Hamida... Ammi Jaan bachaiye hume... Jalal hume maar dalenge... Hamida gave her angry disgusting look... and slapped her... Rukaiya ... you deserve this... You have spoiled our name... Tum mughal saltant ke naam pe ek bahot bada kalank ho... door ho jao yaha se... Rukaiya finally thought now she has lost everything... so she took out her anger... She screems ... Ha humne juthi hamal ka natak rachaya tha... bachpan se hum Jalal ke piche piche gumte rahe... puri zindgi de di humne... aur hume kya mila... kuch nahi... na to jalal hume santan de sake nahi mohabbat... Diya to kya hume... sautan...Vo zalil... kulta ... Jodha... jabse aai mehel me tab se hum se ek ek karke sab chinti gayi... Malika E Hindustan... banaya usko... Jalal hume koi afsos nahi hai ki humne tumari mohabbat tumse chin li... Hum chahte hai jese hum jale hai aese hi tum bhi us dayan ke liye jalo... Vo tum he kabhi nahi milegi... Everyone got so shocked to see Rukaiya so low and disgusting... Jalal with screech Rukaiya... Tum mere piche kyu gumti rahi ho pata hai... Tumhe hum nahi begum E khaas ka hodda chahiye tha... tum he harem ko apni ungli pe rakhana tha... tumhe hum nahi siyasati takat chahiye thi... Humne to tumhe sacche dil se apni dosti di thi... tumhe begum e khas ka hoda diya... hum ne tumhe kabhi nahi kaha ki hum tumse mohabbat karte hai... aur us se tumhe koi taklif nahi thi... Tum to sirf ham par ikhtihaar (control) karna tha... Allah ne tume shayad soch samaj ke hi aulad nahi di... tum aurat kehlane ke layak nahi ho... Tumhe jalan Jodha aur mere karibi se nahi ... par usko diye gaye hodde se hai... Aur Jodha ko tum zalil... kulta... dayan keh rahi ho... Jodha se jyada pakiza aur koi iss duniya me nahi ho sakta... Tumhari gandi zalil zuban se phir Jodha ka naam mat lena... Sipahiyo le jao isko meri nazro ke samne se... Jalal looked at Maham bloody red eye... his tears were flooding out endlessly... everyone were shaken seeing Jalals condition... It was difficult to predict he was angry more or he was hurt more... Maham was trying to play some trick... With her fake tear... she ran towards Jalal and hug him tight... and said... Hume maaf kar do... Rukaiya ne hume fasaya tha varna hum kabhi aesi gushtakhi na karte... Jalal got more annoyed hearing this... he pushed her so hard... she fell on ground... band karo yeh natak... hume apko ache se pehchante the... Aap apne fayde ke liye kisi ka bhi gala kat sakti hai aur vo bhi badi sifat se... Aap ka yeh roop dekhne baad humare sare shak yakin ne badal gaye hai... aap hi ne Beram khan baba ki hatya karvai thi... Aap hi ne sujamal ko khat bheja tha... Aap hi ne mere aur Jodha ke bich me daraar dalvai thi... Aap hi ne Jodha ko marne ki kosish ki thi... Aapko kya lagta tha ki Jalal ko kuch nahi maloom... Hume aap par shak to barso se tha par bina kisi sabut ke humne sab nazar andaz kiya... Jodha ne baar baar hume choknna kiya par humne vo bhi nazar andaz kiya... Humne socha aap jo bhi hai par humare saath kuch asesa nahi kar sakti... Humne kya nahi diya aapko badi aami... aapko humari ammi se bhi jyada mohabbat di... aapko jo chahiye that wo sab kuch diya... Aaj ke bad koi apni doodh maa pe yakin nahi karega... Aap sach me kamyab hui hai... aap chahti thi na ki Jalal bikhar ke toot jaye... bajaiye taliya... aaj Jalal poori tarah se toot chuka hai... He repeat same sentence with immense sorrowful tone... Jalal poori tarah se toot chuka hai.. and he slide his both hands in his hair and sit on his knees... break out with loud cry... Everyone tears rolled out seeing Jalals vulnerable condition... Seeing Jalals condition Hamida took over and said take away Maham from here... Tomorrow in diwan Ruakaiya and Maham punishment will be announced... Hamida bend down and sit next to Jalal and give him warm hug...and caress on his back for long... He cried on Hamidas shoulder for long... He was acting strong for last fifteen days and today he completely shattered with the outcome... Jalal felt much better... his all inner turmoil came out with his anger and tears... but this tornado has took away everything from him... his best friend... his mother...and his soul met... He was left all alone... the feeling of emptiness killing him inside... he needed a peace... he wanted Jodha... he craves for her warmth... he desire for her shoulder to cry... He got up and said ammi Jaan hume behtar mehsoos kar rahe hai... Hum Jodha begum ke kamre me thodi der akele rehna chahte hai... Jalal finally got up and started to walk... Everyone was looking at broken weak Jalal ... King of Kings was walking like poor beggar... He was completely shattered and broken... He went to Jodhas room and sit by the temple... and looked at the divine Jyot helplessly and prayed to kanah... he kanah meri Jodha ko muje vapas dede... he sat there for an hour... looking at Jyot... he didnt realize when his sad thoughts filled with Jodhas first meeting and their beautiful precious moments together... His mind was playing every scene like a movie... how they met first time... how Jodha has changed him... their first kiss... their confession of love for each other... their romantic first night...Suddenly all of those beautiful memories filled immense peace in his broken and shatter heart... his pale face suddenly started to glow in that divine jyot... A small smile crept on his face... when he recalls ending of the letter... appki aur aapki Junglee Billi... It was a time for a sunset... he went out and sat on a swing... and looking at the sun was ready to hide behind mountain and tree... today after many days he felt color in his life ... Wide smile crept on his face seeing entire orange glowing sky... His ears heard beautiful melodious songs of chirping birds... His broken heart was feeling peace... A satisfaction... A contentment... Finally he was able to prove his Jodha innocent... He just realize that he has won the biggest battle of his life... He breathe in deep and out with broad pleasant smile... but his heart was still longing for Jodha... was missing her terribly... He was not enjoying this winning completely... he wanted to see her... he wanted kiss her... he wanted to hug her... His pleasant smile again lost somewhere and deep sorrow spread on his face... He recalled the words of the letter... bikhar ke toot na jana... Jalal is again lost in his thought... And suddenly words came out of his mouth... Where you are Jodha... where are you... Middle of the deep jungle... surrounded by mountain... near by the river... on a lonely big stone... deep doe like like beautiful eyes shedding tears staring at the moon... with a deep breath a sound came out from her soul... Jalal I am here... waiting for you... Jalal heard her sound of her soul... sound of her voice... surprised him... he looked around to see her... Jalal didnt realize that he was really hearing sound of her soul... He again started to stare at glorious full moon and started to sing... (Each and every word of this song... Jalal and Jodha sings while gazing at moon... both of them have tears and in pain of separation...) [FLASH WIDTH=400 HEIGHT=30]files.myfrogbag/s4zjaz/dewplayer-multi.swf?mp3=k007.kiwi6/hotlink/vgyymqu8zh/Tere_Liye_Veer_Zaara_1_.mp3[/FLASH] Tere liye, ham hain jiye, honton ko siye Tere liye, ham hain jiye, har aansoo piye Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye Tere liye, tere liye Tere liye, ham hain jiye, har aansoo piye Tere liye, ham hain jiye, honton ko siye Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye Tere liye, tere liye Aa... Zindagi, le ke aayi hai, beete dinon ki kitaab Ghere hain, ab hamein, yaadein be-hisaab Bin poochhe, mile mujhe, kitne saare jawaab Chaaha tha kya, paaya hai kya, hamne dekhiye Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye Tere liye, tere liye Kya kahoon, duniya ne kiya, mujh se kaisa bair Hukam tha, main jiyun, lekin tere baghair Naadaan hai woh, kehte hain jo, mere liye tum ho ghair Kitne sitam, hampe sanam, logon ne kiye Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye Tere liye, tere liye Tere liye, ham hain jiye, honton ko siye Tere liye, ham hain jiye, har aansoo piye Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye Tere liye, tere liye Tere liye CryCryCry Jalal spend entire night sitting out looking at the moon... and finally sleep on swing... Next morning... Jalal wake with immense energy and glow on his face... He was feeling peace inside... He gets ready for the day... It was a big day for him... Today entire DWK is filled with tones of people... entire Agra came to know about Maham and Rukaiya deed... everyone felt bad for Jodha and Jalal... Hamida and Salima begum were worried about Jalal... How he will manage and control his emotions... Finally announcement made to Shenshahs arrival... Jalal enter in diwan with storng ruabdaar walk... with straight head... and commending personality... Seeing this glow on his face with surprise she blesses him... take his evil bala... Jalal look at her ammi jaan... and with his eyes expression does adab and get blessing from hamida... Before Aghdha announce... Jalal with loud roar gunegar Maham Managa aur Rukaiya ko pesh kiya jaye... Both of them come with shameful face ... their eyes were lowered... and faces were filled with guilt... Jalal start with his loud commending voice... His voice has no guilt... Aap dono ka gunah sabit ho chuka hai... Ab saja ke liye taiyar ho jaiye... Vese aapke gunah ki saja e mot honi chahiye... Dil to karta hai... aap dono ke mooh pe kalip laga ke pure agra me gumaya jaye... Par aap hum se jayada Jodha begum ke gunegar hai... Hum chahenge ki vohi aapko saja sunaye... Tab tak aap dono mehel ke kisi kone me ek aam dasi ke bhati rahegi... Rukaiya begum aaj se aap ek aam begum hai... aapse sare adhikar hum chin rahe hai... Aapne Jo saja Jodha begum ko sunai thi vohi saja hum aapko sunate hai... Then he dismisses the court... and walks out of the room without looking at anyone... Now Jalals main concentration is his praja... Six months passes... Jalal with high energy works day and night... He made tremendous amount of changes in few months... out of six month five month he travel to make necessary changes... and to increase security... there were many new laws came out ...He stopped Gulami pratha... Johar... Young age marriage...many other things like that... Day by day he was coming closer and closer to his people... His diwan was filled with intellectual and artistic people... including Tansen, Maan singh, Todal man... His heart was open for his people but no one were able to see his sorrow inside... Only Hamida knew that what he was feeling inside... He was hiding his sorrow behind his smile... He had no interest left other than his saltant... Failure to find Jodha was killing him inside... Abdul was out for three months in search of Jodha... hundreds of secret agents were looking for Jodha begum... but she was not in Amer or Agra... Jalal was visiting one by one state in common people attire... it was became part of his routine to stay in between his people to feel what they need... Abdul Mali came to know that Jalal is going to through deep Jungle with only two of his soldiers ... Abul Mali attack on Jalal with forty Soldiers... And Jalal fight very bravely alone and killed every one of them including Abul mali... (Note for Pallu: No counting this time all gone...lol) He gets injured very badly in this fight...He gets unconscious ... A knock on the door... Hira... Hira... utho ... She was awake... She was feeling suffocated... and uncomfortable for many hours... she couldnt sleep... Hira swiftly got up and opend door... With worried tone; Kya hua punditji it ni rat ko sab kushal mangal to hena... Aachrya Pandit: Hira ... Naresh jungle me lakdiya lene gaya tha vaha par ek behosh buri tarah se jakhmi purush ko dekha... to uske upchar ke liye use aasharm par le aaya hai... Uski halat bahot ghambhir hai... Jaldi chalo beta... Jab tak vaidy ji nahi aate tum dekho kuch kar sakti ho to... Hira took her all medicine box and walk towards the cottage... As soon as she enters in the cottage... her heart stop beating... Injured and unconscious Jalal lying on bed... Seeing him in this condition her eyes extend in shock... She yells Shenshah... ---------------------------------------------------------- Precap: Jodha hide herself from Jalal... Will Jalal recognize HIRA? I want answer please... DONT FORGET TO LIKE AND COMMENT on this CHAPTER...
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 08:20:58 +0000
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