It happened, Ive been dreading it for a long time but I knew it was inevitable. Ive seen her slipping, I know shes scared , we have talked about it and i would do anything to take away that fear from her. When its happened in the past its been slight, she will have a moment of confusion but joke it off or pretend it didnt happen. I would go see her and I knew for that split second when she first saw me she did not know who I was but then of course she would remember. But last night I got a voicemail from her. She had no idea who she was calling. I could tell by the tone of her voice she was scared and confused. I called her back , she answered and asked who I was . I said Billy your favorite handsome son ( its been a joke between us for years) she still had no idea. I tried to remind her. She asked where I lived? What I did? How long have Ive lived there. I answered her questions making sure I stayed calm and did make her feel uncomfortable or get her upset. It was like she was talking to a stranger. She invited me to drop in to see her if Im ever in the area. It was a very light casual conversation, nothing like our normal. I told her I loved her and would drop in to see her soon. Afterwords I spoke to 3 of my sisters, they live close and take wonderful care of her and I am blessed that they are there for her. My younger brother is right next door as well so I know shes got the support she needs. She will have good days, no issues or if any they are slight for which I am thankful but I also realize whats to come. I know she knows whats happening to her and shes terrified, I cant blame her. We have been through this before with my husbands Mother. Its horrible and my heart breaks. I just need to stay strong for her, give her all the love and support I can. I wish this on no one ever!
Posted on: Mon, 14 Apr 2014 14:14:02 +0000
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