It has been an interesting day, and at its end I am more sure of what I need to do than I ever have been. I need a break from social networking. I think the internet is taking more away from my personal relationships than it is giving. I think it is making life harder than it should be. I believe it is making it harder for me to know who is a real friend and who is a facebook friend. I no longer know who I really connect with, and who just thinks I am funny online. In public places I am introduced as someone you should add online, because her posts are so funny. But I am a person. I feel as much as you do, and sometimes I hurt. I cant be amusing for you all the time, and I know part of this is my fault, for falling into that whole you are better when you dont show emotion trap. I have felt, for awhile, that short of painting myself naked and setting myself on fire, I have been begging people to help me figure out who is a real friend and who is not. I have some wonderful friends, I do, but right now... this website is not good for me. So, even though I have only been back for a short time, I ask that you message me within the next few days and ask how to contact me. I will give you an email address, a number, an address, whatever you need. But right now, this is not where I should be. I love you all. Even those I deleted, in my crazy attempt to figure out who was who.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 07:28:35 +0000
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