It has been close to a year and I have been very silent about my mom but over the last few weeks I can not get her off of my mind . I am hitting that wall and I do not not know where to turn . I miss you so much I can not believe you are gone I really need your help and you are gone . I need your strength I wish I had your strength but my rock wall that I built after you left has crumbled around me . I put on the face and smiled and said it was all ok when down deep inside I just want to die. Mom it is not ok like you said it would be the pain is like fire . I am sure if you were with me you would expect so much more from me becouse I am your daughter but to tell you the truth I can not talk or even admit how much it hurts not having you with me. Being alone and always acting like it is ok without you is what I have to do . You asked her to help and she never did instead she walked away . Mom I miss you it is so hard and lonely without you.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 03:43:20 +0000
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