It was a Monday afternoon. Finally, its the deliberation of the honor roll. Its actually the day that all our hard work will be paid. Unfortunately, I saw it with my eyes, that I did not make it. I felt sad. More of disappointed, actually. I blamed myself for slacking off too much. I could have studied, focused and concentrated more. I cried, though I tried not too. But my tears just came rushing down my face, and theres no way I could stop the feelings. I dont want to show the bitterness, anger, regret and sadness. I smiled and said, Okay lang yun! Deep inside me, its not. Then one day, they had a second deliberation, and fortunately, I made it. Its not the place I expected. Im the 14th Honorable Mention. I thought I deserve more than that. It scared me how I was so scared of myself for wanting more. I thought, I should be contented. Ipinilit na nga lang eh. Magrereklamo pa ba ako? Mr. Espiña congratulated me and gave me a warm smile. I know you think I could have done much better, I said, teary eyes. Okay na yun nak. You did your best. Im a witness of all your hard work, I felt great after that. Thats the exact encouragement that I needed at that time. And I would like to thank my Goddess teacher for that. KUDOS! My parents tried to comfort me, and Im glad theyre by my side when I needed some head start. I dedicated all my medals and awards to my parents, to my family, to my teachers who believed in my abilities and to the Almighty Father. I will never accomplish anything without HIM. TO GOD BE THE GLORY! :D
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 01:13:56 +0000
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