It was a mistake I deeply regret.. I was with my boyfriend at the hospital. He accompanied me for my check-up. I left my bag to him including my cellphones. After the check-up, he approached me, mad and teary-eyed. He saw my message to someone that was 3 months ago Sorry I cant talk to you on fb, my bf has my password No other conversation, because he didnt reply. My bf asked me a lot of questions that I cannot answer. He doesnt want to talk to me anymore, he doesnt want me to go with him to school. He wants me to leave him alone for awhile, but I cant. I knew that if I leave him, he will never talk to me again. But I had no choice, he wants space. Hes mad and doesnt care with anything I say. He doesnt trust me anymore. I know it was my fault. Believe it or not, I was honest and loyal to him. I wasnt thinking straight when I did that. I was mad and jealous. We had a fight during that time and he wasnt answering my messages. Then I saw that he messaged his ex which made me furious. So thinking of a revenge, I message that guy that he was so jealous about. The guy that I was flirting with before him. I have no intentions of flirting with the other guy, I just did it to compensate the pain my boyfriend caused me. It was making myself feel better thinking that I was able to get even with him. But I WAS WRONG. I deeply regret it. I felt guilty when I saw him trying to hold his tears. I know I hurt him so much. I know that I shouldnt have done that, but I did. I know some of you would say that I should have deleted it. But thats not the point, I know that I shouldnt have done it in the first place. I love him so much! We just had our anniversary and we were very happy. But with just one mistake, everything fell apart. If there is something that I learned from this, it is to never do things that you know you will regret in the future. Never get even by doing the same thing that they did to you because a mistake will never be corrected by another mistake. It will always be a mistake. Never revenge on someone you really love. Im still trying to fix things and ask his forgiveness. I know I dont deserve it. But I am determined to get him back. I will earn his trust and never break it again. I love you so much love! Im so sorry for hurting you. I hope that we can still fix this. I promise that I will never do childish and stupid things again. You know I love you and I know that this is just another test of our love to each other. I wont give up on you. 143, 20**
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 14:32:12 +0000
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