Its So Hard For A Child To Watch Their Mother Suffer!!! A Child Becomes Overly Depressed, Weak, Frustrated, Restless, Overwhelmed, Fearful.....Most Of ALL Stressed!! What Makes It Even Harder Is The Fact That Ive Been Dealing With It For So MANY Years!!! I Try To Laugh To Keep From Crying....Work Extra Hard To Keep My Mind From Wondering, Drink To Take The Pain Away For At Least The Moment, Pray So That I Wont Lose The Faith, And Joke With Her So That She Wont Be Discouraged!!! Last Night I Watched My Mama Get So Upset...She Continuously Vomited To The Thought Of Being Told Again, After 15years...That Her Breast Cancer Had Returned!!! Can You Imagine Graduating From Radiation Lèss Than 2weeks Ago For Brain Cancer, All To Be Told...It Has Found Its Way To Another Area!!! Physically I Cant Feel The Pain, BUT Mentally I Can!!! AND IT HURTS!!! I Cry, Im Up All Night, Cant Seem To Function!!! I Dont Ask For Much, ALL I Ask Is For Shield And Protection Over My Mothers Life, And To Keep My Daddy, My Siblings, My Family, And Especially ME...Mamas Lil Girl.... Uplifted In Strength!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 11:29:48 +0000